heavydirtysoul

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(Tylers sight)
Blurryface- he is a sickness. He is like a pest. My negative thoughts, my depressing thoughts- just my inner demons are personified as Blurryface. Music helps me to get him out- Even if it is only for a short time. I get him out of me and out of my basement. My music hasn't got a genre. It's just there to help me and other people out there who have a really though time getting through this life. With my music I also want to stop the voice in my head. This voice is Blurryface. Blurry's just a demon. Or my second face I don't really care what he actually is anymore. I just want my thoughts written on paper and then transforming it into a song. Writing songs helps me to understand myself more. My lyrics mean something and i hope, people who listen to my songs will notice that. But my current mission is just to get Blurry out of there, out of my head. I'm emotional. Blurry's not. He is a "Gangster" but Gangsters don't cry. Since Blurryface controls me, he wants me to be him. But I cry often. I just refuse to cry because the voice in my head said it. Refusing to cry doesn't make me a gangster but it makes me misty-eyed. My soul is heavy and dirty because of the sins Blurryface made and because of how hard it is to live with Blurry in my head. I need help to get him out. I can't make it alone. Todays society is just following the hype you know. If I'd follow the hype I would never get him out. I just need one person who doesn't feel like "following the hype is a must". I feel like nobody has his own thoughts anymore. Humanity achieves nothing if we just follow the hype and don't care how we really do. Life is limited. It doesn't last forever. You don't have forever to figure out your life. So start now. Start with me. I'll get Blurryface out and you'll start to care about your life more. We will make it. I hope. I'm afraid of death. And I think so are you. But when we just do it together it won't be that hard to figure everything out. We won't die that soon. I swear. Depression and demons will no longer define us. So please just start with me now. We'll get through this whole story together.

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