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Blurryface - the story

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trench has something like a story right? you know with dema and the niners and it's all based of the songs. so i thought why blurryface shouldn't have something like a story? so here it is. probably there will be a chapter for every song on blurryf...

#blurryface #childhood #demons #depression #doubts #insecure #joshdun #stressedout #twentyonepilots

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by tylerlikestacobell

by tylerlikestacobell

(Tylers sight)
I'd rather stay in the sun. My dark thoughts are cold. The sun would warm me and my thoughts. But I can't stay in the sun. I don't really know why. I just can't. Sometimes life's really hard. I know it. We can't do anything about it. Unfortunately. I spend a lot time thinking about death you know. I spent so much time thinking about it that I actually kinda enjoy it now. I like it to make some people cry. But that's just the part of me Blurryface already took over 100 percent. You know these people who say 'Life's a journey'? Well, for me it is a ride. But I'm falling. I'm falling into my deeper thoughts. Into my demons. Into my depression. Into my doubt. Into my insecurity and all these bad stuff. I actually don't want to fall but I can't stop it. Blurry controls it. I try to enjoy the life I live as much as I can but it's hard with Blurryface there in my head.
(Blurrys sight)
Death.
(Tylers sight)
I actually think it's easier to die for someone you love. To live for someone you love is even harder if you ask me. Some people would die for people they know in person. For people they love. But I would die for my clique too. I love all these people, so I'd die for them. Maybe I should live for them. Cause death isn't an option. I should live for my clique and they should live for me and for other people that love them. We will make it together. People often ask questions about death and life. I don't want to answer them. It kinda hurts me. I don't know, maybe it's Blurry. But what I do 'like' to answer is if I'd ever kill myself. Better said if I'd ever let Blurryface take over me. The answer is no. I would never voluntarily hand over my whole body to Blurryface. I would die as Tyler Robert Joseph and live on as Blurryface. I don't want that. I think too much about bad stuff. Please help me. It isn't good for me. I think too much. Help me. Please.