Save Me From My Own Demise (Phan)

Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous, They Say I'm Delirious

*Phil's POV*

I looked at Dan in panic. I couldn't bring myself to even move an inch from my position, I was scared stiff of what would happen if I did tell the nurse. Maybe it'd be ok and I'd get away from those awful people I called 'parents'. Maybe they'd think I was lying and send my home for another night of continuous beating until I was practically dead. I was torn. Dan looked so scared of the nurses reaction and so was I. So I took a deep breath again and finally spoke.

"My dad did it." I said plainly. Her face changed in an instant from curiousity to shock. Her eyes widened and she patted my back. "Why did he do this to you?" She asked. I internally screamed 'I DONT KNOW' but I had to say something other than that, so I said the most honest thing I'd said in a long time. "Because I told him I'm gay." I almost whispered. Both Dan and the nurses eyes widened. "That's not a bad thing darling, if he can't accept you then that's fine. You should have come to us sooner and we could have re-located you before it came to this." She said sadly. "Where would I go?" I asked, still looking down.

"There's a number of places you could go. A friends house, a relative or even a teacher. I'm going to have to tell the headmaster immediately." She explained. Then Dan spoke up. "If you do re-locate him, let him stay with me at least." I was shocked to say the least. He wanted me to stay? Why? "Phil, you may go with Dan and rest. Your eye is going to need to heal for a while and I'll need to notify the headmaster of your situation. Please go to his house and whatever you do, don't go home." I nodded. I was happy that I was leaving that hell hole, but I didn't want to tell Dan how I felt.

We left the school and went straight to Dan's house. It reminded me of mine but it was less intimidating. The walls of my house were very cracked and the paint was dull, and Dan's house was the same colours but it was more taken care of and looked like the sort of place you'd want to stay forever. "Here's my room." Dan said, pointing to the door closest to him. "Cool." I said coldly. We went inside his room and sat on his bed. He kept on showing me pictures on his laptop of him and his family on holidays and things like that. "-----And that's my aunt and my uncle with me in Canada-----" he babbled on. I noticed a picture of him and CC. "And that's me and my cousin in his house when he still lived in Los Angeles." He stated, pointing to the picture. "Your cousins with that crazy motherfucker?" I said confidently. "Yeah, he's my cousin. The crazy prankster who runs around school naked is related to me. Although he's badass at drums." He replied, laughing.

He then showed me a channel that Felix made called 'PewDiePie' he was funny, I had to admit. For once in my life I felt happy and I was laughing SO loud. Dan smiled at me everytime he saw me. My heart was on the clouds when he did. My feelings for him were growing and I knew it, and I wondered if I would ever experience the joy of waking up next to him. It hurt me to think that I wouldn't, but I didn't ever think to give up on him. He turned to me. "Do you have a YouTube channel?" He asked. I shook my head and he opened a new tab. "Let's make one then." He laughed. "I'm not creative so how am I going to make good videos?" He smiled widely. "We can make a video together, and then you'll get some views for collabing with me!" He said excitedly.

"But your not a YouTuber." I said. "Well uh yeah I am." He said, making me feel like an idiot, then typing in 'danisnotonfire'. His channel popped up and I saw the number of subscriber he had, it read '600'. Wow. I created my account and we got his camera. He placed it on his drawers, and hit record. The red button appeared and it flashed, telling us it was recording us. "Hello Internet and today I'm here with my friend Phil. Say hi Phil!" He pointed to me. I felt a wave of confidence go over me and I knew I was enjoying this. "Hi! I'm Phil!" I screeched. That was the loudest I'd ever spoke in front of Dan and he looked at me proudly, knowing I was coming out of my shell.

"This is not much of a video, but an introduction to Phil. He's a bit nervous about doing this but please like this video and if you want, subscribe! Click on my lovely face to go to my channel, if you haven't already. And click on Phil's beautiful face if you want to become a Phillion! See ya later!" We both waved. Oh my god, he called me beautiful. I'm going to die from eternal happiness. When we uploaded the video, Dan smiled at me. "You're a hit, Phillip Lester." I laughed. "How do you know my real name?" I said nervously. "I know pretty much everything about you, but somehow I didn't know you were gay." He laughed. "Please don't judge me." I whispered. "Between me and you, I'm bisexual anyway, sooooooo........ I'm in no position to judge. I know what it's like to feel so bad for being yourself." He's bisexual???!!!!!! I just stared at him in awe. He blushed a bit and turned away.

I tapped his shoulder. He looked at me, I was unsure of whether to ask him to the movies with me or to just say that I thanked him for accepting me. My mind quickly made that decision, going with asking him out. "I was wondering if you'd go to the movies with me?" I blurted out. "Sure."

---------That night---------

*Dan's POV*

Me and Phil were ready for the movies. Today had been an eventful day and I had really enjoyed getting to know him and even helping him overcome his shyness. As we got in the car and I put the keys in the ignition, I sighed. I was really nervous about what to do and say. I was unsure if this was an invitation to make a move on him or just watch a movie and go home. I'd have to decide when we got there.

I parked up and we got out the car, going inside the theatre and getting tickets to see 'The Book Of Life' and it seemed really interesting in all the trailers I'd seen. Me and Phil went to our seats and sat down, munching on our popcorn and sweets like little children, and watched the adverts. It took 10 minutes for the film to actually start, but when it did, it was really good. Halfway through the film I looked at Phil, who was snuggled into his seat, watching the film intently. I then picked my arm up and yawned, snaking my arm around his back, indicating that I was making a move. Nothing caught his attention. He only aknowledged me when I connected our lips in a passionate kiss.

He smiled and kissed back, and we were basically making out in a theatre full of people. We saw people staring and covering their children's eyes, so we left and drove home. When we got back, my mom was nowhere to be seen and my cousin hadn't come to do homework with me so the house was empty. We connected our lips once again and walked up the stairs, still kissing. I closed my door and we went onto the bed, me laying on top of him. I don't think I need to explain further.

Me and him layed next to each other, looking into each other's eyes and just smiling. "Well, that escalated quickly." Phil said. I laughed. "Your telling me!" I replied. "I hope your not just going to leave me on my own after this..." He said, quietly. I put my hand in his. "I've imagined what it'd be like to wake up next you and I've always wanted to be close to you. I'm in love with you Phil." I uttered. He looked shocked. "This has to be a dream." He repeated to himself, obviously thinking it was a dream or something. "This is 100% real Phil." I chuckled. "And if I you don't mind then I'd love it if you could be my boyfriend." I added.

He just nodded and kissed me.

His smile melted my heart.

And I knew that this was the place I wanted to be forever.