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You said that I'm beautiful
You said that I could take the whole word
You said I could be the one
You said that I will never be alone
But let me tell you something

I'm sorry for leaving you
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
Please forgive me for my honesty
You deserved to hear me out
And I'm sorry for tearing you apart

I'm walking down this street
My ears are fillled with the sound of your voice
Every place reminds me of us
When we were laughing at the phone
Talking all night long
We found eachother where our scars connected

I'm sorry for leaving you
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
Please forgive me for my honesty
You deserved to hear me out
And I'm sorry for tearing you apart

We shared the same interests
I tried so hard to make you laugh
Whenever I felt down you were there
I keep looking at your face and stare
Wondering why you would chose me
You made me feel enough
But all I need is you by my side
And you stayed there every time

One day you suddenly called me
Only to say I love you
From that moment I knew I loved you too
I can't get it out of my head
Maybe it's because I still love you

I'm sorry for leaving you
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
Please forgive me for my honesty
You deserved to hear me out
And I'm sorry for tearing you apart

Days went by
Weeks and months went by
But here I am
Still looking at your photos
Wanting to get you back
Hiding my love for you

Crying on the inside
I shouldn't play as a victim
While I am the villian
I love you so damn much
I miss you with my whole heart

I'm sorry for leaving you
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
Please forgive me for my honesty
You deserved to hear me out
And I'm sorry for tearing you apart

Everything was real to me
You made me feel good enough and beautiful
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything that I have done to you

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