A girl that's been diagnosed with cancer for 2 years now loves to lurk on kentrell's social media to see what it's like to have fun out , what happens when she gets to a point where she's on weeks counting and youngboy comes to visit her
(I've came to a decision that imma stick to my motto n keep my shit going fuck it I'm done arguing with y'all 2020 .🥱)
I think this edited so bye💚😒
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Kahlo janiyah combs 3 weeks later
I've been feeling much more insecure about myself than ever
Kentrell really hurt me when he said what he said it's been on repeat in my head
"Sick bitch" and "it was all a publicity stunt I never cared for you"
He may not know but words really do fucking hurt..his hurt me
My momma has been asking me why I'm always crying out of no where and I just have to tell her I'm thinking of dying or it's the medication messing with my hormones
I didn't tell her what he said to me if anything I didn't want to get him fucked up
I haven't been eating I haven't been doing my medication or chemo
I feel like every time I do a chemo session I lose hair and strength making me uglier than I already was
"I hate you so much" I mumbled to myself squeezing on slime green tea bear
"I hate all of this shit" I yelled throwing the bear to the wall and pushing off all the soups which I know had my medication in there breaking the glass on the floor
"I don't wanna do this anymore" I cried into my knees balling myself up
"Kahlo what has gotten into you" dr.jones asked concern running into the room
"You haven't been taking your chemo sessions you haven't taken any of your medication or eaten since you've been back" she said angry
"Well maybe dr.jones" I said getting up "maybe I don't want to do this shit anymore maybe I'm fed up maybe I want to die alone leave me alone" I yelled going in the bathroom closing myself in
I put my back to the door sliding down it as tears rolled down my face
I'm tired of being everybody's fucking test toy
"Why" I mumbled to myself rubbing my head
Some of my hair fell out making me cry even more
"She came back like a survivor, yeah She came back like a survivor, yeah She fell out of love, now she can never trust" I sung lowly out of no where
