LUTHOR'S SECRET

FOUR: THINGS I NEVER FELT BEFORE

KARA'S POV

Lena took me to somewhere I can be free. Somewhere far from him. Somewhere I can breathe without stressing myself over him. But little did she know, I already feel better because I know she's right here next to me, holding my hand

"So, you told him to stay away from me or else he'll see you angry" I looked at her "I wanna see you get angry" I giggled and so she did.

"I think I will never be angry if I'm around you" she joked

"Thank you" I intertwined my finger on hers. I don't even know what am I doing but, it makes me calm even more

"You've gotta pay for that" she took a one stop closer than me. Close enough so I could feel her breathe. And all I can do is to stare into her naturally redish captivating lips. She leaned in and our lips were almost touched but then she stopped and moved away

"I... I'm sorry" she looked away. I sighed, what am I even thinking? What was that? I'm so glad she stopped when she did. Because if not, I think I wouldn't be able to stop myself.

"It's alright" I responded. An awkward silence fell between me and Lena.
"Can you... bring me to my home please?" I asked. I can't handle the awkwardness anymore so I asked her to bring me home

"Yes" she slowly carried me in a bridal way. Then, she ran as fast as she could. After few seconds, we reached my house. She even put me directly on my bedroom

"Thanks for the ride. Or more likely, run" I giggled.

"No problem" she smiled. "I... I gotta go home" she said. Then a part of me suddenly became so sad. No. I don't want her to go

She was about to go out of my bedroom but I ran into the door and locked it "Please stay" I held her hand tightly. She gave me a small smile and stroked my cheeks. Then she sat on my bed, as a confirmation of her, staying tonight

I sat next to her, held her hand and muttered "thank you" I smiled and she nodded.

"Earlier, why did you stopped?" I asked. I don't really want to ask this but, I'm slowly losing up controls to myself

She looked down and sighed "Because... I know you're gonna refuse to do it back"

I moved closer to her and used my fingers to lift up her eyes. She looked up to me and when our eyes met, that's when I finally lose all of my controls. I don't know why, but I wanna do it. After seconds of staring into each other's eyes, I did the first move. Again. I reached for her lips and as our lips touched, I felt the butterflies in my stomach that I've never felt before. Not even to Mike. At first, she froze. She's not kissing back, she's probably in schocked but after a second, she gave in. She kissed back and it became more passionate. I know this isn't right. But I don't want her to stop. I don't want to stop. She pushed my back into the bed then she climbed at the top of me and leaned in to continue the kiss. She run her fingertips from my hand to my shoulders and I felt my body shivers. I rolled over to make myself at the top of her without pulling apart from the passionate kiss we're sharing. Soon, we pulled apart to catch our breathe. Both of us ran out of breathe after that romantic, passionate kiss. Wow, I never felt it before. The want, the butterflies, the shiver. Everything. Those are things I've never felt before.
And somehow, I feel so happy that I experienced it with her. With Lena...

"That was... good" she giggled. I jumped out of her body and layed down next to her

"Did you know that you are my first kiss?" I asked

"Wait what? Me? Not Mike? Oh shit, I'm... I'm sorry" she apologized
"Speaking of, I don't want you to think that I'm taking you for granted because you broke up with Mike. I really--" I have no chance to continue her words because I kissed her to stop her

"Stop saying sorry and no. I don't think you're taking me for granted. I like it anyway" I said and she smiled. I don't know but suddenly, all of the hates, sadness and pain that I felt earlier are all faded. And all I can feel now is love. Love for her. Wait what? Love? For Lena? Am I inlove??? Is this what love feels like? But this is not exactly what I felt for Mike. Seriously

"So you want me to go home or..."

"I want you to stay in here. With me. In my bed" I said.

"Sure" She whispered. She leaned in her head against mine, she put her around my body and closed her eyes

"Good night" she whispered again

"I love you" we both say in the same time and she giggled to that with her eyes closed. Wait did I just say? It came out of my mouth but yeah. My heart raised up when I heard her say those words to me as well. I placed my arms on her shoulders and closed my eyes as well as her. Only the sound of her breathe is the only thing I can her and it makes me calm. Good night Lena... I... love you.....