I feel like I'm always waiting. I started steroids just over 2 weeks ago to help me feel better from this flare whilst everything is prepared for biologics, yet I don't know if its working.
I'm waiting for the date of my colonoscopy so things can move forward. I was put on the steroids to help in the meantime but why am I anticipating the next step so much? I still feel so ill. I was supposed to feel better, even if only for a bit, by taking the pred but I still feel so ill everyday and I'm in so much pain that I'm just waiting to start the next step. But its so far away. I want to feel better.
God I'm in so much pain when will this end. I'm waiting and waiting to feel better but time's not working and i can't do anything else. I hate this.
I'm in pain and I want it gone
