Invisible

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Do even  know  I'm standing next to you?
I feel  invisible when I'm not needed,
Your friends don't even know this is my party,
They have fun on my own cost,
One day I'll choose to be invisible,
I think you'll all do fine without me!

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----Illness Of Nobody Giving A Shit About You---

Everyone talks,

In their minds,

Its like a sickness,

Where I think,

That I know everyone hates me,

For being there,

The things I say,

No body understands,

I go to therapist but I don't think they care either,

They nod there heads and ask questions,

That gives me an anxiety attack because I don't know how to answer them,

He looks at me like that,

She laughs, 

There in a circle,

The room spins ,

 I suffocate my pillow with tears and whisper my screams,

My veins in my throat feels tight and my head begins to be light headed.  


   


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