Getting It Off My Chest

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The world is spinning around,
His arms don't embrace me,
I'm over thinking it,
Maybe I'm being a girl,
Over reacting,
His gone away,
I start feeling like myself again,
Dancing and writing,
It's only been two days,
What if his not the one for me,
Maybe I'm playing it safe,
Why wouldn't I want it to be safe?
It's better then trouble and lost.
Even though I've been that my whole life until he  walked into my life,
Losing all this weight,
I get confidence and start fantasising about another life,
With another lover who is the same sex as me.
The little voice in my head whispers,
You think the grass is greener on the other side?
Stay and don't be selfish!
So I do what I've been told,
The shadows go away by every pill I take daily and my sleep drags out longer.
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-Can We Be Friends Still—
I can't be your friend,
Not for any reason that is important,
They all go through the doors;
Closing it and never come back,
Only to found out rumours been spread out about you,
That aren't true.
So if you think will be friends, think twice it's a no!
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—Middle of the Tunnel—
Words in my head,
They scramble,
Blurry eyes,
I'm tired,
Late nights,
I'm out calling,
Don't fade out,
Your not worthless,
Hands out,
I'm reaching out,
Don't forget about,
That this will pass and that you'll found a light at the end of the tunnel.
Your just in the middle for now!
Keep going and don't stop now?

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