Always Sex Harry Styles

I Understand.

picture of Leah's dress on the side or above. enjoy!
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"Leah, I seem like I'm keeping my distance because... because I think we should stop seeing each other." what? I freeze, I feel tears prickling down my face and I'm just... speechless. After everything we've been through he wants to stop seeing me. I can't believe this, I mean, I don't even know what to say. Im hurt, and confused. "Leah?" I hear him say and I try and snap out of my trance but I can't. "Leah, please say something." I hear him.

I pucker my lips and wipe my face. "Okay," I whisper.

"Okay? That's-"

"Okay Harry I understand. Can we just leave now?" I had so many questions to ask him but I couldn't get myself to ask.

"Leah, let me explain." he steps closer an I step back.

"What is there to explain? Your playing with my heart! I don't even know what to feel anymore, I'm broken, and there's nothing you can do about it." I sigh an nod and walk past him out the exit. I walk towards the car an Harry grabs my arm.

"Let me explain, please?" I roll my eyes.

"Sure. Now come on, you can explain on the car ride." he nods an I hop in buckling my seat belt and Harry dose the same. We start to drive off an he starts to explain.

"Leah, I just think we should stop seeing each other because it doesn't feel right." bullshit. I think to myself. "I mean, I don't know-"

"Harry your lying to me, there has to be a reason why you don't and I want to hear it!" I say through gritted teeth.

"Okay okay..." he sighs. "The past week I went to the bar, and met this really nice girl. And we just clicked, and I like, started to lose feelings for you, and me and her kind of just hit it off. Im sorry, you can find someone better then me an I want you to know that." That hurt. Tears brim in my eyes an I make them go away. I have no words.

"Okay, that's great you found someone that you clicked with!" I smile. "Im happy for you." I smile.

"Okay, and I know you'll find someone better then me, I'm sorry." I nod. As much as I feel right now, I can't do nothing about it. He doesn't feel me anymore like I do, and I can't control his feelings. So we were just never meant to be.
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We pull into my drive way an he parks the car. "Thanks for taking me out." I at smiling even tho inside I wanna scream an cry.

"Anytime, I'm still here for you I want you to know that Leah," he leans in an kisses my cheek. It was soft an gentle. I bite my lip an look in his eyes. "Text me later maybe?" he ask.

"Um, sure." I hop out an open the other door to get my stuff.

"Bye babe," he says.

"Harry, I don't think I'm the one you should be calling babe," I say an walk to the front door opening it an shutting it. I look out the window an see him drive off. I bring all my bags upstairs an put them away. My phone vibrates, I sigh. I look at it an its from one of the workers, Amber.

'From Amber;
Club tonight, I'll pick you up at 8, see you then!'

I set my phone down an sigh. "FUCK ME!" I scream. I look on my phone an see a picture of my and Harry. I throw my phone across the room an tears slowly trickle down my face. "I can't take this..." I breath. I start an cry an breath but it hurts. I wipe my face an go down in the kitchen, I'm still crying but I try an stop the pain.

I look in the draws an grab the first one I see. I grab it an run upstairs, shutting the bathroom door an locking it. I take my shirt off an leaving me in my bra. I take the object an slowly put it against my skin, an pressing it down harder an harder. The pain is unbearable but I do it anyway. I slide across an see the blood trickle. It's going in slow motion, an it's blurry. I do it again an again, it hurts but this is what I need.