Savior

love hurts

I started my period so I was still laying in bed while the cramps got worse. I decided that I couldn't just sit there and not do anything, for 1 if I did chris would beat my ass and 2 when ever I stayed in the house all day I started to get sick. So I slowly got up and limped to the bathroom because my legs hurt from sex last night, but I wasnt on my period tho. As I went in I turned on the lights used the bathroom ,washed my hands, and brushed my teeth. Once i was done with that I ran my bath water putting extra twilight moon bubble bath in and began checking my insta while my water ran. After the water was a little over half way I stopped it then began undressing as I stepped into the water and relax then bathed, I got out dried my feet and wrapped the dry towel around me and put on my blush pink balenciaga my light washed denim ripped Jean's and a pink balenciaga cropped hoodie. I then put on my rolex and my necklace that said chris because if I didnt wear it he would think I was not being "labeled" as his "property" or I would be punished, so I didn't even argue I just did as told. As I made my way down the stairs I forgot that I was supposed to have breakfast ready at 8 or I would get hit , so I quickly ran to the stove and it read 10, chris was already sitting at the island looking at me with dark eyes. I slowly trembled a shakey g good m m morning. He let out a cold laughter and banged his hands on the counter and said BITCH WERE THE FUCK IS MY BREAKFAST?! I then said I'm sorry Daddy I was cramping please  dont hit  me just as I was saying that a slap went across my face as I slid down the wall with my head in mg hands crying
Baby chris said
Picking me up going to the couch he said you will stop getting hit if you start doing what I say
I didn't respond so he shook me and said do you hear daddy?
Y yes s s sir
He then said get up and stop crying cause that make me want to hit you more for all that crying shit😒
I quickly got up and wiped my tears as I quickly walked in the kitchen and thought it's your fault Alexandria if you would of never had cramps and followed the rules you would of never got hit. As is mix the girts in the pot while cooking the bacon and eggs they all got done at diffrent times so I set the table and each got us a glass of apple juice and called chris. But when he got down the stairs he looked at me and said I wanted orange juice not apple. I I I w we ran ou out daddy. Yall probably laughing but this man is scary asf when he's angry. He then said then get me water and fix yo english bae I'm not finna hut you yet unless you keep being bad and ima have to lay that pipe down. I said a quick yes papa then waited for him to sit down and start eating so I could because if I didnt wait for him to start I would get beaten really bad. I got tired of waiting so I drunk some of my juice and when I did I felt a punch go straight into my nose he then walked around to my side and whispered in my ear" you dumb bitch I didnt tell your stupid fat ass you could eat" then when he said that it was like something snapped in him next thing i know i wa as being thrown into the stairs while he kicked me in my face and back and also my stomach, did I mention he had on his all white timberland so it mad it hurt so much more. After he did that he threw me over his shoulder and threw me on the bed and took of his belt and began hitting me like I was a 5 year old. I never thought my life would be this way when he was done he threw me into the dresser causing a lamp to fall on my head causing me to black out as I blacked out I thought all of this because I drunk some juice😢.