I woke up and checked the time, its 4:30 pm so I decided to get up out my bed and start getting ready for the day. I took a shower and put this on
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After I used a sponge to help twist my hair, I checked the time & its 6:00 now but I went downstairs to get sum to eat before I headed outside to just walk around cuz im bored.
My Mom: Hey son, good morningggg !
she said washing the dishes
Me: Goodmorning mom...
I said in an unenthusiastic way
My Mom: what happened baby? Why you sound like that?
she said stopping in her tracks to look at me
Me: *sighs* Nothing mom, im good, im just finna walk around the neighborhood a bit, that's all
I said giving her a weak smile
My Mom: oh. alright baby, just know you can talk to me about anything. I was a kid once too so ill understand how you feeling
she said putting her focus back to the dishes
Me: thanks mom, but im going outside now.
I said putting on my shoes and my hoodie.
My Mom: ok, be safe! be back by 9!
she said yelling after me
Me: I will! love you, BYE!
I said shutting the door behind me
As I walked down the driveway I put my AirPods inside my ears and began walking alone in the sunset. I played Artist 2.0 and more in my bag music. Everything just hit me...... Is Jasmine cheating on me?
I mean I wasn't the one who texted her last night.... fuck man. She doesn't love me anymore 😔 , she probably found someone else better than me. All I've ever done was treat that girl right, & she chooses to do this to me? nah bro. I've been loyal, I gave her everything she wanted, I took her everywhere she wanted, when she was sad I was always there right by her side to comfort her.
This doesn't make any sense to me at all...
All of a sudden I felt water drops falling on my shirt & I realized that I was crying. This all just doesn't make any sense to me. Im depressed & I have no one to turn to at this point because no one would understand my situation. I just wish I could start all over....
I just started crying even harder. Jasmine is my first real girlfriend & she already breaking my heart. I just can't bro, there's so much thoughts running through my head. People might think im doing too much but this my first love, so obviously my feelings are going to be hurt.
