school days

i can't do this anymore

"Mmmm so good."
Mew hovered over gulf thrusting slowly into his cavity. His legs were straight to the floor between gulfs legs that had bend by the knee on the edge of the bed.
Mews head was to the side squeezing his eyes tight, moaning.
He had his hands cupped to the back of gulfs head leaning it up.
Gulf had his hands to either side of him gripping the bed sheet.
"Aaaaah mew. Im gonna ccum."
In essence gulf wanted to cum but he had tried hard not too. He didn't want to cum. The reason why made him sad.
"Mmmm cum for me gulf."
Then mew started to thrust faster.
"Aaaah so mmmm"
Then he came.
Mew shuttered then filled his cavity.
Taking a deep breathe, mew dis connected and got up.
Gulf leaned his head to the bed, waiting for it.
Once mew got to the bathroom door he stopped.
"You can leave now."
Then he went inside to start the shower.
Gulf let a tear fall.
Then he got up to button his shirt. Getting up he put on his boxers and pants. Then he left.
Mew stood to the outside of the shower letting it get warm. Once he heard the door he went inside.
Mew put his head up under the shower head letting it wash over him.
Then he bend his body partly to the wall bringing his arm up to place his hand palm down to the wall. With his other hand he put it over his eyes.
Why are you doing this?
You are a horriable human being!
Even though he doesent love you, gulf does not deserve this.
You need to end this! You two can't move on if this keeps happening.
They had been doing this for a week. After the 1st time, mew woke up to an empty bed he thought that was the end.
The next day gulf showed up at 5 with food then they had sex. Then that became there routine.
Mews mother kept calling him and instead of dealing with it he did exactly what gulf told him to do. He took out his stress and frustrations out on him.
However, he knew he was still in love with him even if he wasent.
This was starting to effect mew. He couldn't do this anymore.
The next day he stared ahead after his last class not sure how he could end this.
Then he looked to the side getting up.
His mother came in to stand near him.
Mew looked her up and down.
"Why are you here?"
"You wont answer my phone calls."
"I honestly have nothing to say."
"Mew. For Better or worse he's your father. He might have not long for this world. Please go see him."
Mew shrugged taking a deep breathe.
"Maybe."
She smiled.
Then she walked to him putting her hand on his cheek.
"I am truly sorry."
Then she turned around and left.
Mew sat down putting his forehead to the desk.
"What should i do?!"
Staying like that for a moment he composed himself then he got up.
His school was close to his house so he decided to walk.
Walking, he knew he needed to see his father. Mew also knew he needed too end things compelty with gulf.
This was getting to be too much for his heart to deal with.
Going up the stairs he froze to look down with a smile.
Gulf was sitting with his butt to the floor, knees bent too his chest. His head was to the side on top of his arms, with his eyes closed.
Food was too the side of him in a plastic bag.
Mew playfully kicked his shoe.
Gulf opened his eyes slowly to look up at mew giving him a breathe taking smile.
Mews lips parted. Then he turned to the door to unlock it.
He went inside taking his shoes off the then keptthe door wide open.
Gulf got up stretching, then he got the food.
Going in gulf took off his shoes then closed the door.
Looking forward he saw mew standing in the living room taking off his tie.
Gulf took the food to the table. He was to the edge taking it out. Mew looked to his back.
"Im sorry its a bit.."
Then he felt mews body on his. Mew put his hands to his waist then put his lips to his neck.
Gulf bit his lip. This felt different. Since they did this mew would not kiss gulf anywhere and now he was kissing his neck.
Then he brought his hands forward to un button his pants then unzip.
Mew put one hand too take out his member stroking his length.
Gulf put his arms to the edge of the table gripping.
"Aaaaaah."
Mew smiled.
This was going to be the last time.
Soon Gulf had his boxers and pants down and mew was thrusting hard from behind.
"Aaaaaaah mew! Mmmm harder!"
"Mmmmm"
Mew put his head on gulfs shoulder thrusting quicker.
Then he stroked him faster.
Gulf squeezed his eyes tightly shut.
"Mmmm so good! Aaaah..im gonna cum!"
"Mmmm cum with me gulf."
Gulf nodded happily. Mew didn't ask him to cum with him, maybe this was turning around.
"Aaaah cum with me!"
"Yes. Oh god yes!"
Then they both came.
Gulf gritted his teeth. Here it comes.
Mew dis connected then pulled up his boxers and pants then did the same for gulf.
"Mmm we should eat. Ill go warm these up."
Mew took the food and went in the kitchen.
Gulf leaned away opening his eyes to smile. Maybe mew was starting to love you again.
Gulfs chin quivered. When mew came back he composed himself.
Both sitting gulf ate his food happily.
Mew kept his eyes on gulf swirling his food around with a fork.
I am so sorry gulf for everything I've done to you and what i am about to do but we need to move on.
"Gulf?"
"Mmm?"
"We can't do this anymore. After your done eating i don't want you to come back."
Gulf dropped his fork then he looked heart brokenly to mew. Then his eyes narrowed.
"Why?"
"I can't do this anymore. The fact remains, you and i are not together. I don't do the sex friend thing. Im sorry gulf but you kissing that."
Then gulf stood up slamming his hands to the table making mew look up, shaken.
He looked straight at him angerly to mews eyes.
"I can't do this anymore! I was trying so hard, following zans advice, not to talk about us but just be there for you, but ive had enough!"
Mews eyes darted back and Forth.
"Mew. That guy was my friend. He needed someone to practise with so i did it! I take blame in our relationship ending, i took advantage and i am sorry but you gave up! You stopped talking to me! You stopped touching me! You took over everything! I couldn't do anything anymore then i got a life like you wanted even though i just wanted to be with you. I love you, but you just left me just like that without even talking to me fully. This is not all my fault!"
Then gulf stepped back.
"I love you with my whole heart but i can't do this anymore! Nothing is ever enough for you!"
Mew was taken aback. He couldn't think.
Gulf waited for a reaction but mew was in a state of shock.
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"I hope you have a happy life mew"
Then he walked backwards to shift around leaving slamming the door.