lonely girl

Thirty-Two

Real life
Cams pov

I walked up to the house that I used to live in with Nick by my side
"what if Bryce says something" I asked
"well then we'll handle it but go ahead" he said and I grabbed the door handle and walked in. Payton turned around quickly and yelled
"CAMMM" Payton said and ran towards me jumping and hugging me
"PAYYY" I yelled back hugging him harder
"hey cam" Chase said "oh hey nick" Chase said to him chase and nick have been friends for a while now
"hey cam" Griffin said coming up and hugging me

we were sitting down in the living room me and nick on the sofa with Payton to my right while I was in the middle, then griffin and chase on the other sofa

"cam when did you get here" Anthony said walking down the stairs with Jaden
"about ten minutes ago" I said
"oh well that's for informing me" he said laughing and sat down next to Jaden
"hey cam how you doin" Jaden asked
"I'm great, and by the way I know I texted you but I absolutely love your new song it's my favorite" I said smiling "what about you" I asked
"I'm great, and thanks for the support" he said smiling
"she won't stop listening to it, when we're in the room, the car anywhere" nick said laughing
"I'm really glad you like it" Jaden said smiling
"so y'all share a room" Bryce said coming down the stairs
"yeah we do" I said smiling
"oh so you've been hitting that, she good right" Bryce said and everyone's mouth went wide
"no I haven't" Nick said looking at me
"Bryce that's enough, I'm not gonna let you talk to my sister that way" Anthony said
"actually I don't know why I came here in the first place, especially knowing you would be here oh and how would you know I was good we've never sleep together ever actually never kissed either just a quick little fling that you screwed up so thank you for screwing up the friendship also I'm leaving now I'm sorry guy I didn't stay long but if you wanna see me I'll be with nick at the other house bye love y'all" I said and started to leave when Bryce grabbed my hand
"Ca-" Bryce started
"no Bryce stop I don't car what you have to say now let me go" I said
"cameron, listen I heard I was just seeing if he would brag about it or not so let's be honest here have y'all sleep together" Bryce asked
"and what if we did Bryce you know how many people you've sleep with probably fifty" I said
"your not a saint either how many bodies you got" Bryce said
"if you really wanna know Bryce two oh and guess what that's counting nick" I said reveling that we've sleep together by accident
"oh so y'all have that's nice so who was that other person" Bryce asked
"Bryce is that really necessary" Payton asked
"very" Bryce said "maybe your new little boy toy for the month would like to know and I hope you know he's probably just using you for sex now" Bryce said
"oh it would be my pleasure to shut you down actually, the person who took my virginity oh and happiness, was Weston from my high school when I was like 16 so please shut the hell up I know you definitely don't still have your virginity" I said and grabbed nicks hand and walked out the house not even bothering to hear what Bryce had to say next

We made it back to the hype house and i didn't even bother taking to anyone so I just walked up stairs and into me and nicks room. Nick doesn't want me here I should probably go live somewhere else what if that's all he wants now, I've practically am all over his room my toothbrush by the sink, clothes in the closet, the smell of my perfume in the air mixed with his, my makeup on the dresser and little thing here and there even my shampoo in the shower but I need to leave I can get anthony to come back and get my things Bryce's words are getting in my head and they won't leave so I'm listening to them letting him control me once again and he knew he was going to he said the right words to know they were gonna get stuck in my head. I quickly grabbed some clothes and walked downstairs not stopping to talk to anyone I didn't see nick he was probably in the kitchen but I didn't go check I had to leave so I walked out the door and called an Uber and went to a hotel and checked in.

Once I made it to my room I just laid on the bed and began crying hard like that shaking crying, my phone began to ring and I looked over and it was anthony I wiped away my tears trying not to cry and answered the phone
"cam where are you" he asked
"at a hotel" I said sniffing
"cam are you crying? what's wrong why aren't you with nick" Anthony asked
"he doesn't want me there anymore and what Bryce said was right he's just using me" I said
"Cameron no he's not, are you really gonna let Bryce words effect your like that?" He asked
"ant, I am and that bothers me but I can't stop doing that for some reason I'm over him why do I keep thinking he controls me" I said
"because he's always controlled you and you let him you don't take up for yourself that's the first time I heard you take up for yourself around him in a while he has your mind all messed up" he said
"I know but I still feel better at this hotel right now" I said
"well okay but don't stay long at least tell me what hotel you're at" he asked
"the one right down the road from where your at" I said "but don't tell anyone" I said
"I won't love you be safe" he said
"Love you" I said back and he hung up

hey make sure you go check out my other books like the new one I just posted and I'm working on another one with Jaden as the main character lol so go check that one out also!!!!