"Ang aga naman natin umalis Ashley, where are we going?" Ashley didn't answer for a couple of minutes
"Let's drive around for now" sabi niyang nakangiti
"San naman? It's so early, by the time we get there pagod na tayo"
I said while smiling sarcastically
"Chill Alex meron ka ba ngayon? drive around lang tayo near the lake and stuff. We'll grab some food, enjoy yung mga scenery downtown" she explained
"Okay okay, sige na nga and No I'm not on my period" suko ko naman sa argument niya
"You've become a taong bahay na talaga noh?" she jokingly said
And nag chuckled lang ako
"Siguro nga, I didn't go out of the house in a very long time" naala ko yung mga time na sobrang depress pa ako. And I don't want to return in those moments.
"Anong ginagawa mo sa mga oras na yun? Mukmok ganun?" It sounded na parang nang aasar siya pero seryoso naman yung tanong niya.
"Ou, I was just laying down, spacing out" yun lang yung mga nasabi ko sa kanya.
"Kung ako yan girl, I don't want to experience that." She said shivering on the thoughts
"Kaya nga, umayos ka sa paghahanap ng jowa" pang asar ko naman sa kanya
"That's also the reason why wala pa akong jowa" biro niya naman
"Why? Are you scared?" Seryosong tanong ko sa kanya
Bago niya pa masagot yung tanong we pulled in the drive thru to order some food
After we got our order, tumuloy na kami sa pag dadrive
Mejo mahaba haba pa yung oras namin
I grab some food and ate
Bumili lang kami ng pagkain na pwede gawing snack
Para di rin mahirap kay Ashley because she's driving
Kaya habang nag dadrive siya I'm feeding her food
At inaabutan nang drinks, it looks like we're a couple
"To answer your question..." sabi ni Ashley "...di naman sa takot, siguro the right guy is not here yet" sabi niya while focusing on the road
"I'm waiting for the right guy, and I hope na siya na nga talaga yun" biglang naging quiet yung paligid namin
"Dude, magkaka first boyfriend ka pa lang kaya, okay lang naman to get your heart broken eh. Tsaka it could also be a lesson, para matuto ka of what love really is." Explain ko naman sa kanya
"Luh, porket may experience na to" biro niya naman at napatawa lang kaming dalawa
"Wag ka nga masyadong seryoso diyan" dagdag niya naman
Meron talagang time na we could never talk seriously. Lahat dinadaan namin sa biro, because it's cringing us.
"I'm just saying Ash. Totoo naman kase" I smiled
"You've become so mature and serious simula nung nangyari yun" I know what she meant. Napayuko lang ako at ngumiti.
She was right though, my life has became more serious and gloomy. Parang di na ako yung masayang Alexa, I feel like everything is just sad and dark.
"That's why, I'm here to cheer you up! Kaya tayo gagala habang nandito ka para naman maibalik mo yung mga nasayang mong oras while you're just at home mourning for the love that you don't even deserve" grabe ang haba nang sinabi niya ah
