Family Est. 1981 (Rebel Sixx / Mick Mars)

Love or Fantasy?

Hopefully I do Sharon justice in this story. This is the first chapter to really focus on her.( I adore her so much and think she and Ozzy are amazing together) Anyway here's the next chapter showing what happened after Sharon walked with Rebel away from the craziness. Enjoy guys!

(1982. Back at the hotel)

Sharon sat Rebel down on the bed, before she walked to the bathroom to get a few necessary things. The older woman was really starting to worry about Rebel. The teenager had started crying on the walk to the cars, but her tears didn't last long. On the car ride back to the hotel Rebel had stayed silent and Sharon wasn't sure it was just from the punch to the mouth.

Rebel sat on the bed with her head down. The pain was incredible, not the pain from her jaw and busted lip, but the emotional pain on her heart. She couldn't help but wonder if maybe things weren't going to work out after all. She was worried about a lot of things at the moment, but the one thing she wasn't worried about was Frankie, she knew that Nikki and Tommy would both kill to protect her daughter. She was worried out of her mind about Mick.

Rebel had no idea if Mick was even still at the venue- He just left in a huff when she wouldn't let him rip Sebastian's head off his shoulders. She had a nice idea of what he was most likely doing, drinking some strong mix of something, someone was probably trying to calm him down, but he was most likely destroying something in his mood.

Sharon  walked back into the bedroom with a wet  washcloth and a bottle of vodka. "Here now." Sharon sat the bottle on the night stand and sat next to Rebel on the mattress. "Let's have a look."  Rebel looked up and felt the older woman's hand gently hold her good cheek, with her other hand Sharon started to gently clean the blood from Rebel's face.

"Well the good news is it doesn't seem broken." Rebel sighed through her nose. "Touring round with Ozzy, I've really seen a few bad breaks, but you seem to just had cut the skin, did he have rings on?" Rebel hummed, Sebastian did wear a few sings.  "Can I have a shot of that?" She muttered pointing at the bottle. "No-This is for cleaning the rather large gash in your poor lip and cheek." Rebel hadn't gotten a chance to look at herself, she just knew it hurt like hell.

"And the way I took it was that you haven't had any kind of alcohol or cigarettes since your daughter was in your oven?" Rebel smirked feeling her lip rip even more. Sharon was getting the rag wet with the vodka. "I haven't." Rebel said watching the smiling woman. "Then why would you want to mess up your progress now? That's a long time to be clean after all the time you drank and all before hand." Rebel blinked. " I just- Wait. How do you know all this anyway?"  

Sharon smiled dabbing Rebels cheek. She hissed in pain, grabbing the bed sheets and closed her brown eyes. "Mick. He's very proud of you." Rebel opened her eyes, her heart dropped and she groaned. Before she thought twice, she opened her mouth and said something she never thought she would. "Am I making a mistake?" Sharon stopped cleaning her cheek and pulled back to really looking at the mess of a girl. "About?" She asked getting more liquid from the bottle. "M-Mick. Like would we really ever work out?" Sharon hummed before she gently held Rebels chin in her hand, angling her head up so she could clean her lip.

"I'm not sure how to answer that dear." Rebel sniffed trying not to start crying again. "Has he ever hit you like this before?" Rebels eyes grew and she pulled free from the British woman's grip. Rebel sat in the middle of the bed, with her legs crossed under her. "Mickey has never hit me!"  Rebel said rubbing her arms. "Then who-."

"Sebastian Bach, the lead singer of Skid Row did it accidentally."  Sharon made a face and sat everything on the night stand. "How do you accidentally do damage like this?" Rebel touched her bottom lip with her thumb. "Okay, I wasn't the real target. He was going to punch someone, he just didn't mean for it to be me- I kind of got in the way."  Sharon blinked. "Who was Sebastian going to hit?" Rebel rolled her eyes. "Mick. When I got there Mick and Sebastian were fighting-  verbally, I went to stop it after they kept going, and I stepped right into Sebastian's fist."

"What were they fighting about?" Rebel got off the bed and walked to the mirror on the bedroom wall to look at the damage done. "Tommy said it was about the Band KISS- But I know better. Mick is a very jealous man and I think it was just him being pissed about how close Sebastian and I had gotten on the plane ride here. Like he sat in the back of the plane the whole ride with alcohol, while I sat up front with most of the bands talking. Sebastian basically kept Frankie on his lap, he even feed her once. T-Bone and Nikki finally snatched her up and kept her the last hour or so.  "  Rebel ran her hand in her hair. "He can get so cold Sharon, he just dose everything in his power to avoid me when he gets in this mood. All his moods are so exhausting! He can be in a mood were he's all over me one second, and then it seems the next he's pissed off at something or someone."  Sharon smirked. "Maybe he has a mental condition. Maybe he can't help going from happy, to stressed out and then tossed into anger or a place in his mind where he just needs a dark quiet place alone." Rebel shook her head.

 "No his only problem is he can't let go of the past!" Rebel snapped looking down. Sharon didn't really understand what she meant by that, but she waited to hear what Rebel would say, maybe she'd explain it.  

"Sometimes I don't know if it's love or just  fantasy with us." She muttered rubbing her now purple cheek. "What dose that mean?" Sharon asked softly, making her way to the shaking girl.

"It's like he doesn't trust me-Like he thinks I'm going to do everything his shitty Ex did and that k-kills me Sharon! If you don't trust a person- How can you love them?" Sharon blinked watching Rebel hug herself. "I love Mickey and Frankie, I would never  do anything to hurt our relationship but-." Rebel stopped talking all at once, sucking in a deep breath. She started playing with her engagement ring. "But should I really marry a man that can't trust me? Because how do I know he even really truly loves me?" Rebel asked with her voice shaking.

"Darling, it's hard. I should know myself being with someone as crazy as Ozzy." Sharon touched Rebel's shoulder and squeezed it gently.  "But we do love each other. Trust is a hard thing to have when your partners a famous person that everyone would do anything to sleep with. It doesn't help that Ozzy is addicted to almost everything." Rebel glanced up at Sharon. "Why do you stay together then ?" She asked in almost a whisper. "Well because we truly love each other- I do believe that Ozzy, even as crazy and destructive as he is- Is my soul mate. So we make it work. It also is a bit of a bonus that I get to travel with him everywhere. But one day when we have children of our own, I'll most likely be managing him and his tours from home, why I keep our little monsters. But I love him so much that I'd have to trust him- Knowing how much he loves me."

 Sharon watched Rebel closely as the young girl looked back up at her reflection. Rebel was lost in her pounding head. "I trust him about everything. I trust that he would never cheat on me or-or hit me or do anything like that- So I don't understand why he wouldn't feel the same and just trust me! All I want is his damn trust!"

(Back at the venue.Doc's car)

Doc had made everyone stop fighting, he got Guns n Roses on stage to rehears there set list for the show the next morning. Mick had gone back to the stage after he cooled himself down to find Ozzy and Doc, but no Rebel. He about had a heart attack. He found Tommy (Who thankfully had his baby) And started asking  where she was, when Tommy said he thought Rebel was with Mick, the older man feared the worst and went looking for Nikki.

 Nikki had been pulled aside by Doc to explain everything and that's what he was doing when Mick came over. Ozzy ended up calming both Nikki and Mick down letting them know that Sharon had taken Rebel to the hotel to take care of her. As Guns n Roses played Welcome to The Jungle, Nikki and Mick took Doc's car to check on Rebel.

Doc sighed taking Frankie from Tommy Lee and told the drummer to find Vince. He had been missing, along with that strange girl for some time now. After Tommy went looking for his singer, Doc turned to Ozzy.  "Guess you'll have to wait a little long to ask them Ozzy." The singer hummed crossing his arms. "Yea- But I have a feeling they'll do it." Doc smirked. "They'd be crazy not to." Ozzy chuckled watching Axl dance round the stage.

(Updated)

Hope this chapter was okay. Rebels have second thoughts ? Sharon tried to help her calm down and give some advise. Ozzy wants Motley as an opener for his tour! (1,711 words)

Where did Vinnie and Vanity get of two? Are they somewhere together, or just both missing?

Another chapter soon guys! Thanks for reading.