Family Est. 1981 (Rebel Sixx / Mick Mars)

This is gonna hurt

Well listen up, listen up

There's a Devil in the church. Got a bullet in the chamber and this is gonna hurt.

Let it out, let it out. You can scream and you can shout.

Keep your secrets in the shadows and you'll be sorry.  

- This is gonna hurt. Sixx A.M

This chapter will be a turning point for everyone's lives. Like I ranted about last night, this chapter deleted on me twice, so hopefully it works this time and I can get the 77th chapter out to you guys. Hope you like this one guys.

(November 1984. Tommy Lee & Lita's wedding day. Rebel is seven months along)

Tommy stood looking at his reflection in the large mirror. He was trying to get his bowtie right. "Here Tommy." Rebel said struggling to stand. She started over to the drummer, when the door burst open.

Nikki stood in the doorway, eyes bloodshot, hair more of a mess than normal and body shaking. He had leather pants on, two different boots and was shirtless, showing all the needle marks in his arms from shooting up. Everyone was just silently took the bassist over. Rebel felt numb looking her cousin over. He had never looked worse, not even when he would get beat by his step-father or after that crash he had.

Tommy was the first one to snapped out of it. He smiled, more or less in denial. "You made it man!" The drummer said, bouncing over to his terror twin. When he'd ask the man to be his best man, Tommy wasn't sure if he'd even show up, but Tommy was beyond happy to see Nikki, even if he looked so off.  "Did you get the suit I sent you? You can't wear that!" Tommy said looking over the man. "I mean you know I don't care what you wear, but Lita would kill us both if she sees you." Nikki blinked looking the drummer over. Mick was studying  his wife's face.

"Why-What-Why are you-you r-dressed like th-that?" Nikki asked, poking Tommy's shoulder. "Cause man, I'm getting married!" Nikki groaned holding his head. "To m-me?" Nikki muttered confused. Tommy smiled and started laughing. "No man, to Lita. Your my best man remember?" Tommy asked,  helping the bassist stop swaying. "T-Bone, I don't think he even remembers his own name right now." Vince said softly from his place on the couch. He couldn't believe how bad Nikki looked. Vince had stopped doing the harder stuff after his daughter was born. Nikki seemed to do double the junk he once did just to make up for Vince not snorting lines and getting so drunk he couldn't stand. It was like Nikki was sick of losing his party band.

Mick and Tommy only ever drank and with Vince slowing down, Nikki felt like he was alone again. Mick had tried to talk to the man, make him see what he was doing to his life. But Nikki wouldn't hear it. He just said that he had everything under control and that he could stop at any time.

"N-no I remember I'm Sixx Nikki and I'm not the best man. I'm not even a good one." Nikki mumbled. Tommy's heart broke looking the bassist over. "I'll be your best man Drummer." Mick said seeing the kids heart broken expression.  " Why, why are you wasting your time marrying that dumb slut anyway T-Tom? You do know that the little brats aren't even yours and she's just trapping you right? Like they're more mine or V-Vince's than yours!" Nikki said with a twisted laugh. Tommy looked like a kicked puppy standing there.

"Did you sleep with Lita?" Tommy asked heart broken. "No but I-I did sleep with um- God what's her name- Younger than you-Like's drug and um - looks like yo-." Nikki was cut off by Rebel snapping at him, finally snapped out of her shock. (Nikki almost told about sleeping with Athena!)