Mark pov
The blackness was so overwhelming
I feel like I'm drifting at the bottom of the ocean
But there was no sea creatures
It was just me
I screamed but no one could here me
I reached out but I couldn't feel anything
I don't know if my eyes are open or closed because of the endless darkness around me
I would try to breath in deep but I can't breathe and I feel like I don't even need to
I guess this is what it feels like....
What it feels like to die
Hyuck...
Omg hyuck
I hope he will be ok without me, my poor sun, how dare I leave him like that
I'm supposed to be the hero and save the day and ride into the sunset with him and our baby girl
But I'm not
I'm just drifting into to nothingness
With only my thoughts
So cold...
So alone...
I guess this is when I give up
I love you cousin
I love you Sookie
I love you Donghyuck
I guess this is goodbye
🌑🌑🌑
🌑🌑🌑
🌑🌑🌑
✨✨✨
Oh wait is that a light?
It's so beautiful
Is it getting bigger?
"Don't worry Mark, your gonna be ok"
Hyuck?!?
Is he in the light?
I can feel my hand being squeezed
Baby is that you
I can't give up
I need to get to you
I'm moving to get to you as fast as I can, don't leave
I'm getting closer to the light
It's so blinding
It hurts
Don't worry everyone
I'm coming
I finally reached the light!
I slowly open my eyes to see
"MARK YOUR AWAKE!" Hyuck yelled diving on me like I was a swimming pool, hugging me oh so tightly, everything on me hurt but it was good to be hurt as long as I never went back to that dark place again, I held on to him with intent to never let go
It was like I could feel the happiness pouring out of him, it felt good
"I-i t-thought I lost you" Hyuck said crying harder than I ever seen him cry before but these weren't tears of sorrow or sadness. These were tears of joy and relief
"Baby I'm not going anywhere, you know that"
"You flat lined three times, I was so scared that you wouldn't wake up"
"My job isn't done yet babe"
"What do you mean?"
"I still need to set things right with you and get my baby through school and fix my little alcohol problem before I go anywhere to do anything" I said stroking his hair just as soft as I spoke
"P-please promise me you won't leave me again" Hyuck looked me in the eyes,I wipe the tears streaming down his cheeks
"I promise as long as I don't have to go saving your beautiful ass again" I laughed, he laughed with me placing his head on mine
"I love you so much baby?"
"I love you more so much more" I said hugging him to my chest,I felt so safe with him on me like this. It's as if I was a balloon and I was going to fly away if he wasn't there to hold me down
I looked down on his sunny face, he was fast asleep, my eyelids felt heavy so I shut them feeling myself drifting off to the land of slumber
"Goodnight my love" was the last thing that left my lips
I'm sorry about the wait I have so much stress going on around me, my parents are getting a divorce, the person that I'v been in love with for three years broke my heart so bad I don't think I can ever get back up from it, I had to move out of my old house and my body hurts from moving all those boxes and unpacking them....I'm dealing with all of this at the same and I have no one to talk to about it because my phone only works in the place that I was last in and I can't speak to my friends, and because of the stress eating my weight is going crazy......but I don't matter in this world anyway so I guess I should stop talking about it cuz nobody cares
