Cheers

020

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Don't think ahead, just go with the flow.

I replayed Bambam's words in my head
and sincerely hoped that I'd be able
to bring this until I face you.

Here I am, on your doorstep, waiting for you.
Apparently, nobody was home.

Also, I knew you would tell me
to go home if I called you
and told you I was here.

I needed to talk to you.

"Shit, Lalisa?"

My head snapped upon hearing your voice.
I immediately stood up as well,
seeing your brows furrowed.

You look mad.

"Jungkook, I know you're mad at me,
but please hear me out——"

I was startled when you suddenly
removed your jacket
and placed it onto my shoulders.

I looked at you with wide and confused eyes,
and you just stared at me worriedly.

"It's cold outside, why are you waiting out here?"

"N–nobody's home, so I decided to wait h–here."

You arched an eyebrow at me,
"Is your pride that up
that you couldn't at least send me
a text or even call me?"

"I thought you'd s–shut me out,"
I freaking stuttered. Just great.
Where did my speaking skills
from all my debates go?

"I would never shut you out,
why would you think that?"
you asked me.

You wouldn't?

"Aren't you mad at me?"
I asked, eager to know if you were.

"I'd never stay mad at you,"
You told me whilst your eyes softened.
"I'm not like him, Lisa. I'd never do that to you."

I was caught off-guard,
not expecting you to say those all of the sudden.

"Excuse m–me?" I asked.

"I'm not like Sehun." You pierced your gaze onto me.
"I would never shut you out,
just the mere sight of you crying
would make me nuts.
I won't stay mad at you for long,
cause I understand you."

Your words made my heart flutter.
It felt so wrong and so right at the same time.

"What do you want to tell me? Why are you here?"
you asked, your eyes rather well, hopeful.

"I . . . may be beginning to get attached to you."
I bit my bottom lip.

You nodded, signalling me to continue. And so I did.

Don't think ahead, just go with the flow.

"I was afraid that I won't give you the same feelings
you harbour for me.
And I'm still heartbroken over Sehun so . . ."

"You didn't want me to become a rebound?"

I nodded, biting my bottom lip.

You suddenly chuckled, which once again startled me.

"Sparky, I like you. I'll take whatever you can give."

I looked at him,
"I don't want to lose you, Jungkook.
However, friendship is all I can give for now."

Your face was expressionless
and it made me hard to read
whether you liked it or not.

"I told you I'll take whatever
you can give, right?" he spoke up,
"If friendship is what you can give,
as long as you won't avoid me again, then sure, I'll take it."

My eyes widened, not believing
how chill you were about this.

"And besides,"
you smirked,
"You said for now."

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