What the fuck is wrong with me?

Sixteen

Simon's Pov

I just don't get it. Really I don't. He's fine one minute laughing and hanging out then the next he's too depressed to even make it out of bed. I wish there was more I could do to help him. All of us do. However with Harry still refusing any counselling of any sort we are left with limited options. Today was one of his bad days, it seemed he had more of them than good. Ethan thought it'd be a good idea to have another group discussion about him, without him yet it was just leading to arguments as usual over what the best course of action was.

"We can't force him into medical help!" Vik exclaimed, "he's a grown man for Christ sakes.
Josh had an opposing view "we can if it's what's best for him, we do what's necessary." Josh usually kept a calm tone throughout our talks which had became more frequent over the past few weeks. Everyone let josh and Vik go at it for a minute.
"How do you know what's best for him?"
"I don't."
"Then why the fuck are you suggesting something you can't even fully defend?"
"It's better than sitting around doing fuck all."
"What are you suggesting?"
"That you want to sit with your head buried in the sand and do fuck all!"
"How fucking ridiculous! I'll have you know-"

"Alright! Enough!" Tobi had had it, "what is the point in arguing all the time over the same things? It gets us absolutely nowhere." He looked to me as if he wanted me to finish his sentence,
"w-we all want the same ultimately we just want Harry to get better, we want him to be better." I was met with a sea of nods from the other guys.
"You're right arguing doesn't help him, it doesn't help us. I'm sorry josh." Vik held his arms out for an apology hug with Josh which he gladly accepted. "I'm sorry too."

Tobi clapped his hands together "great! Now that that's sorted we can go about this is a calm, grown up manor.

Harry's Pov

Just as I said. Happy moments don't last.