Reddie//with out me

I miss him

⚠️Drugs⚠️
⚠️Abuse⚠️
Eddies POV
I woke up in my bed drenched in sweat all I remember was taking a pill that my mom gave me it must've been a sleeping pill what a bitch What the hell my arm is chained to my wall whatever she did to me she's gone way too far I looked at my window and it was bars at my door look like a jail cell door you see in jail she's gone way too far I'm literally in prison but in my house

EDDIE ARE YOU AWAKE
ITS DINNER TIME I COMING UP WITH YOUR FOOD.

Right after this I have more pills for you to take that will make you never want to be bad or disobey mommy here's your yoghurt and water to take your pills

I get yoghurt for dinner

You're lucky I'm even letting you go to school if you tell anyone about what's going on Eddie bear you'll get much worse than being chained on the wall but I have to send you to school so no one gets suspicious

Also that group of friends you hang out with don't hang out with them you can only hang out with Bill ok have a good dinner

I just wanted to kick her in the face she shouldn't tell me who I can be friends with I miss Richie I know we weren't exactly dating but if I brought it up he would've said yes when I turn 18 I want to run away with Richie i'm not gonna listen to her I'll hang out with who I want to hang out with she can't catch me if I'm at school I wish I didn't have to take these pills but I have nowhere to hide them I took the pills and I had my yoghurt and I blacked out within 18 minutes I remember feeling droopy I counted the seconds just in case and 18 minutes is what I got from what I remember

I woke up again this time freezing cold

A few minutes after I woke up I heard Eddie bear get up and get dressed

So I shouted back

How the hell am I supposed to get dressed when I'm chained to the wall I whispered under my breath you stupid bitch

All right sorry Eddie i'm coming up to unlock you

Finally

Here my Eddie bear

Now get out

Don't you ever talk to me like that

She just slapped me I held back the tears I didn't wanna show that I was upset so I blinked back the tears and I got ready for school she finally walked out of my room and I got dressed and did my hair I got my red shorts on and a yellow polo shirt on I wanted my red shorts because they're riches favourite

I ran down the stairs and out the door without saying goodbye to my mom she doesn't deserve a goodbye from me I ran quite a ways away and I finally started walking I was almost at school.

I got to school I saw bev

Hey bev

Hey Eddie

Where is rich

Oh ya um I don't know

Oh I will find him

Eddie let's hang with out rich

Oh ok...

Yay

Beverly want to go to the smoke pit so we went and I saw Richie I was going to give him a hug but

Chill Eddie

What? Are you ok rich

It's Richie and I'm fine it broke my heart to talk like this to Eddie I wanted to just pick them up and give you the biggest kiss and ask him to be my boyfriend but I don't want him to get sent away

Bev did you tell him

I can't rich that's why I came here

Eddie im not talking to you anymore

What I couldn't see Richie everything was blurry from the tears that were about to spill out

Eddie let's go find Bill

I didn't want to do anything I ran the other way away from Beverly and Richie

I can do that Eddie I started crying myself

Rich it's ok remember why you're doing this so you don't have to get them sent away ok

I started bawling my eyes out on Beverly shoulder

It's ok rich there there

sorry this was a really sad chapter guys it's gonna be like that for a little while :(((