Rivers Upon Rivers~Coco

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It rained three times today.

Once outside my window,

where I kept watch like a dog on guard

waiting for a 'nothing' that was so large,

it swallowed me whole.

Whatever's left of me, anyways.

I've been so empty yet so angry at the same time

and some days it feels like it is tearing my very skull open

and reaching inside just to mess with my thoughts.

The second time it rained

was in my memories.

My memories of a place so fond

and so strongly-smelling of jasmine.

I turned my head away, ashamed and disheartened.

A childhood playground turned into a warzone of greed and petty!

Yet Nature, with its all-encompassing and awe-inducing

calm,

just rained.

Not blindly

but willingly strong enough

to turn its head away from the

headless and heartless bodies

that now walk the treasured lands.

A sorrowful sight indeed.

The rain kept on falling.

Drenching flowers and man alike.

The third time it rained was much more vivid.

My cheeks, dry from the countless

- almost obsessive -

washing and scrubbing

welcomed it.

But I did not.

Yet the tears

- the raindrops -

kept falling.

The salty,

liquid,

invasive,

filthy

drops

drowning me.

And, oh, did I drown.

I've reached a point where oxygen is unnecessary for further survival.

Where

survival itself

is unnecessary

for further survival.

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