You in my Heart | Twice Sana x Reader

Chapter 38

Sana woke up ,her eyes searching every corner of the room
No single word escape her lips

The door opened revealing ren's face
After sana recognized that face.
That familiar face.

the blurry piece of her memory got More and more visible in her vision.

and yes that guy is no other than

Ren

Her breathing got heavily

Breathing deeply as she shut her eyes and starts to released tears

"S-sana ?" Ren Called out worrying about her

Sana remained silent as she gritted her teeth still breathing heavily and her eyes still shuts close

Even sana is crying she didnt make any noises other than her heavy breathing

Ren didnt know what to do
He is scared ,what if sana really remembered him now? what will sana do?

Ren worried .

He tried to get close to sana but sana pointed at the door telling ren to leave.

Ren didnt hesitate he walks out and closed the door,he leaned his back to the door . his knees became weak causing him to slide and sat on the floor .and he cried like theres no end.

Its like a torture his heart getting teared apart

Ren didnt mind if the people were looking at him crying like a child who lost his mom.

"Mianhe.. Mianhe."
He mumbled so many sorrys

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Ren woked up
"Ah i fell asleep" he stand up and takes his phone

55 missed calls from tzu

"a.. i really fcked up" He whispered as he tiredly move

He slowly opened the door and saw sana staring at the window

'i need to take this opportunity to explain everything' he thought

But as he took a step sana spoke

"So youre really one of the most important thing to me."

ren was taken aback

'what was she thinking?'

"Sana .. i need to makes thing clear"

Sana tilt to face ren

This time she's showing her strong self.

She's mad.

"Explain." Sana said with no emotion

"I .. still dont think this is the right time but-"

"Go to the point, i dont want useless talks with that mouth of yours"

Ren frowned at sana's sharp words but what will he expect?

"What happened to me and tzuyu were not as you think!  it was arranged ! Believe me! I.. i tried to stop the engagement ,i did everything, but i failed. yes i hid it to you, because i thought i can deal with it! but im a failure.. im sorry im really sorry!"

Ren Cried out loud and kneeled while apologizing to sana

Sana looked away as she cried in silence 

The atmosphere were really cold at that moment

"Stand up." Sana said while she's staring at the window

"I said Stand up!" she shouted

Ren hurriedly stood up while wiping his own tears

"Please forgive me sanayaa-"

"I dont know, please leave." she avoided Ren's eyes and turned her back on him.

Ren nodded in defeat and walks towards the table beside sana's bed he fished something on his pocket and lay his hands on the table.

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Tzu calling..

"Ive already arrived where are you?" tzuyu asked but ren didnt want tzuyu to find out about sana

"ah just taking a walk outside i'll be back soon"  Ren lied he dont want tzuyu to interfere .

"okay see you then" Tzuyu ended the call right away.

Ren is walking in sadness his face can tell the truth his lips were really down that he cant even smile at least a little bit.

'will we end us like this?' he thought

as a part of him wants to tell eunwoo about what happened about sana.

He decided not to.

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"Hi Oppa-" Tzuyu was taken aback after seeing ren

Ren looks like man who lost all of his goods.

"Oppa why are you-" tzuyu were about to ask why he looks so down but ren interrupt her

"Im alright im just tired.."
he said in exhaustion

"D-did you eat already? i'll prepar-"

"I said im just tired!" Ren Shouted and realized what he did

"i-im sorry im just.." he lowered his head

"Oh .." Tzuyu only watched ren while going into the bathroom of their hotel

"He's acting weird nowadays .." Tzuyu mumbled

-Days passed and ren is still not himself , tzuyu didnt asked why he is acting weird because she knows it will bother him.

tzuyu never want this, 'this is just so unhappy' she thought

"I'll be going then." said tzuyu who is about to leave for the meetings

"let me drive you." ren said facing the floor

"No need, thus looks like youre not feeling well.."

"N-no.." he stuttered

"Just please let me, i'll feel bad if i dont do anything.." Ren explained so tzuyu let him to drive her to the destination.

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"I'll park over there,i will wait." Ren said as he force a smile to tzuyu.

Tzuyu looks into ren with furrowed brows and worried eyes on her and hugged him

Tzuyu pulled out into the hug but ren grabbed her arms and embraced her tightly

"O-oppa?"

"just stay a little bit.." Ren is stressed out over everything ,the affection he wanted to sana but tzuyu is the one who filled that up.

tzuyu is running late to the meeting but she didnt mind and let ren to embraced her .