addicted to pain

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Why can't I let it go?
Why can't I think of something else?
I want to be happy,
but I'm stuck here— addicted to pain.

Why do I let it define me?
I'm more than what I've been through!
—but at night I let the dreams haunt me—
I'm stuck re-living harsh truths.

I want to just let it go
I want to move on,
but I can't.
why?

Maybe I only saw myself with pain.
The girl in the mirror had been through things,
and I couldn't see her without them?
Who am I without the pain?

no. I need to stop that.
Stop seeing a damsel in distress!
I am who I choose to be,
Not what's been done to me.

I'm an addict
But I'm ready for therapy

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