ONE CHANCE

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Jin quickly stumbled in his room and shut the door loudly, not flinching at the sudden bang at all. He placed his hand over his mouth, trying to muffle his heart wrenching sobs that showed his raw and deep pain. He didn't know whom to blame for his pain, Namjoon or himself?

He chuckled humorlessly, "You're an idiot, Jin. A brainless fool, he never told that he loved or felt anything for you, but you still mislead things. I mistook his kindness to something else. Of course, I'm the one to blame. Not him or anyone, just me" he said harshly wiping his tears.

He took a minute to compose himself and walked to the closet, taking out the suitcase and immediately threw his remaining stuff, wanting to leave the place, ASAP. He gathered all his belonging and thoughtlessly threw it in, trying not to dwell at the pain in his heart.

He knew, it was rude to leave without announcing, but he couldn't get himself to face his biggest source of pain right now. He just wanted to walk out of the house, not bothering to tell anyone anything. He didn't even wait for his friends, who were supposed to leave with him.

Taking his luggage, he stepped out of the door and took a deep breath, "Let's be strong and get this over with" he encouraged himself, blinking away his tears. He huffed and proceeded to walk down with heavy steps. At the end of the steps, he heard loud cries of Jia, hurting him even more.

Hesitatingly he looked in the direction of her cries and saw panicked Ami trying to calm Jia, bouncing her lightly in her arms, "Calm down, baby. Why are you crying bub, shhh" she said, trying not to cry herself at her constant crying, not knowing how to quieten her down.

Times like these, Namjoon was always there to hold Jia or even Jin would help handling her, but since both weren't there, well except Joon, she didn't want to disturb Jin, knowing how hurt he was because of Namjoon. She tried to sing her, feed her and everything, but nothing worked.

Jin couldn't take her crying anymore and he walked to Ami silently, tapping her lightly, trying not to startle her. She turned around furiously, thinking it was Namjoon but when she saw Jin, her gaze softened, "Jin?" she questioned softly, seeing his red puffy eyes.

Jin gave her a small forced smile and took crying Jia in his arms, who snuggled in his warmth, placing her head on his broad shoulder, "What's wrong with my princess? Why is she crying?" He asked in baby voice, swaying lightly. Jia's sniffles were heard but she didn't lift her head.

Jin sighed and smiled softly at her tight grip but lost it when he realized that he needed to leave soon. He sighed helplessly and pressed a lingering kiss to the back of her tiny head, "I'm going to miss you, so much baby." he teared up, closing his eyes not wanting to cry anymore.

Ami failed hiding her tears and sobbed, turning away from the heartbreaking scene. She couldn't imagine, how the whole situation turned from them being a happy family to now being strangers. As bad as she wanted to stop Jin, she knew it wasn't her place to stop him anymore.

She could just pray that Namjoon would get his lost senses back and stop Jin from leaving. Soon, Jia's cries were turned into soft snores which made her tear up even more, knowing that it was time for Jin to leave. She looked at Jin with pleading eyes, asking him not to leave.

Jin avoided looking in Ami's eyes knowing that she would try to stop him and he was right. Ami was about to talk when Jungkook appeared with angry Jimin and emotionless Yoongi, trailing behind. She looked at them hopefully, "Don't leave guys, please" she whispered.

Jin gently passed Jia to her, giving her a last goodbye kiss before standing straight, "I'm sorry, but we're gonna leave now. Tell Tae and Hobi that I had fun with them and you guys are always welcome to our place. It was nice meeting you Ami. Take care of yourself and my princess too." He said hugging her tightly.