this chapters a little dark(abortion) i will put * where it starts and / where it stops if you want to skip i understand💗
03/07/19
i woke up the next morning wearing only my underwear, no bra, nothing else.
"josh!" i whisper shouted "wake the hell up!"
"what?!"
"um, what did we do last night? i asked
"shit ness!" he said
"i swear down josh." i said in an angry tone
i ran into his bathroom and found his sweatpants, t-shirt and hoodie so i put them all on. then i text avani and mads.
bitches💗💋
nessa💞: girls i need to speak to you both now it's an emergency.
mads🤍: what's up?
avani🖤: you okay bby?
nessa💞: no just meet me in the bathroom
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i ran to the big bathroom and the girls knocked on the door and then opened it.
"hey what's up?" mads said
"right so, umm well, me and josh like did, it, you know what i mean. anyway i don't think he used protection!" i whispered and started to cry.
"i think what we need to do, is maybe wait a few weeks, buy some tests, and obviously like go from there." avani said
i looked at them both and smiled and also thanked them both for their help.
we walked out of the bathroom and then downstairs.
"is everything okay?" griff asked
"yeah" i said smiling and walking over to josh sitting on the couch.
"monthlys!" anthony shouted
"no it's not, shut the fuck up ant!" mads said
i got up and walked to the kitchen to get a drink and josh followed after.
"hey, everything okay?" he asked
"i'm just gonna wait a week or 2 and take a test." i told him
"if you want to terminate the pregnancy, i'm okay with that, it's your body and i want to wait till your ready for kids." he said looking and smiling at me
i gave him a long kiss and a hug.
*time skip*
20/07/19
so i did what i said i was going to, i waited for just a little over 2 weeks. through the weeks i was waiting i was feeling a little sick but i didn't think too much about it as i didn't want to stress.
