dancing with your ghost

!tw! thirteen.

!mentions of suicide!
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i go up to our friends.

they're all crying.

jimin is hugging onto his mother.

hoseok and yoongi are hugging each other,

yoongi trying to hide his tears but failing.

and hoseok hiding his face in yoongi's hair.

namjoon is crying in jin's hair,

and jin is crying in his shoulder.

and i'm sobbing.

sobbing into jimin's mother's shoulder.

we all stay like that for about three minutes.

i go up and hug everyone.

each time i whisper,

"i'm sorry. i love you."

because those are the last words

they're going to hear from me.

they all whisper,

"i love you too, tae."

i'm glad to know they love me.

just like i love you.

and that's why i'm joining you tonight.

the pain,

the hurt,

the agony.

it's too much for me.

so tonight,

i'm going to see your face again.

and i'll see it forever.