Best friends with benefits: college szn

Think about it in the morning 'cause we be all night

?: "knock knock"

I look at my door

K: "oh hey nick"

He kisses me on the cheek

N: "so let's just have the whole day together..I know you're always studying and I'm always at my parents house..I guess they miss me"

I smile at him

N: "are you ok?"
K: "yea why?"
N: "you just seemed off"
K: "oh I'm just trying to study and stuff that's all"

I give him a quick kiss on the lips as I smile.

N: "so what do you say?"
K: "yea..I'll love to"

I smile out as he does the same.

N: "I'm so glad you're my girlfriend"
K: "ok what did you do?"

I smile out

N: "can I just say I have a pretty girlfriend"
K: "I guess so"

I chuckle out

We both hear knocks on the door as we both look who it is.

G: "hey?"

He says confused

K: "oh hey gray what's up"
G: "I'll go I just didn't know nick was here"
K: "yea..he just showed up so"

Silence feels up the room.

G: "I'll talk to you later"

He looks at me while I nod my head. He leaves the room having me still looking.

N: "you guys spend a lot of time together?"
K: "yea. He's my best friend why?"
N: "I mean I'm your best friend too"
K: "it's different"
N: "how is it different?"

He says confused

K: "because you're my boyfriend"

I say confused as well

N: "I mean you guys had that benefits thing"

He says with a stern voice

N: "and I don't know if you guys started it back up-"
K: "we're not ok"

I put my hand on his thigh to calm him down.

I don't like lying to him. I love him and care about him. He knows somethings up. And I can't let him know.

N: "promise?"
K: "promise"

I look at him in the eye having the guilt eat up in me.

N: "I love you"
K: "I love you too"

We hug.

I can't have him find out. But I also don't want to end the benefits with gray.

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N: "it's getting late"

He starts to get up.

K: "nooo"

I whine out

N: "I'm going to be late for dinner"
K: "then just eat me"

I laugh out.

N: "no I got to go..ok"
K: "fine"

He gets his glasses

N: "love you"

He gives me a kiss

K: "wait let me walk you out"
N: "fine"

I smile while I get up. We walk downstairs and to the front door. I open the door and look back at nick.

N: "bye babe"
K: "bye see you later"
N: "love you"
K: "love you"

We both smile at each other as I close the door.

I go upstairs and into my room. I close my door.

?: "well hey"

I jump up and count the sound.

K: "shit gray"

I walk over to him

K: "scared the shit out of me"

I hit his chest.

G: "your going to pay for that"
K: "oh really like what"
G: "like this"

He picks me up having my legs around his torso. He kisses me and puts me down on my bed as I laugh.

G: "I'm going to make you scream so much"
K: "I can take that challenge"

I say while I smirk.

He takes his shirt off having his bare chest open. He takes off his pants and underwear as well. I take my clothes off while he admires my body.

G: "your body is so god damn beautiful"

He looks up and down

K: "I'm glad you like it"

I give him a small smile.

He grabs my waist closer to him quickly. He grabs a condom and puts it on himself. He goes into me having me quiver of the pain. The pain goes to pleasure as it always does. He puts his two fingers on top going up and down making it warm on top. He takes out his dick and goes down to my area. He starts to lick it but then goes faster. He sucks and blow making me bite my lip trying to make no noise.

G: "let me hear my name"
K: "ahh. Daddy more"

I yell out.

G: "just like that babygirl"
K: "just like that"

G: "cum for me baby"

I do as he says.

G: "someone's wet I can see"
K: "all for you"

I bite my lip again.

He drinks out of me making me moan.

K: "fu-fuck gray"
G: "exactly babygirl"

He kisses me. He looks at me having his hand on the side of my face. He goes to the side of me.

K: "what's wrong?"
G: "nothing"
K: "why did you stop?"
G: "I just lo- I mean..your body and stuff I don't admire it that much"
K: "are you ok?"
G: "yea"

He looks at me while I do the same.

G: "can we just cuddle for a sec"
K: "sure"

I give him a small smile.

We get closer to each other having our bare skin touch under the sheets.

K: "are you sure you're ok"
G: "me and Paige got into a fight"
K: "of what?"
G: "she's onto something"
K: "about what?"
G: "us"
K: "same with nick"
G: "really?"
K: "yea. He thinks we're starting the benefits thing. Witch we are but. I just don't want to hurt him. You know. It's just that. He doesn't scratch that itch like you do"
G: "same here with Paige. I think she's scared. We did it. Well when we were drunk. But yea"
K: "I like what we're doing..it's fun"
G: "I'm glad you do"

He kisses me.

Is it possible to like two people at once. What is this boy doing to me.