Pirate King | ATEEZ

CH.39 Desire 1/2

WARNING: SOMEWHAT SMUT CHAPTER!! If you're not into that type of stuff then skip this chapter. Thank you.

It's been another couple days and yet again Hongjoong is still avoiding me. It's starting to bother me. I like him a lot but I also like Seonghwa and Mingi. Why is it so hard to choose? I'll probably just forget about Hongjoong and just focus on Mingi and Seonghwa. Yunho and Mingi has been trying to clear my mind from what's going on but it hasn't been helping. All I think about is Hongjoong, wanting to bring Seonghwa back alive and who to choose.
Yunho: y/n~ c'mon why can't you stop focusing on that and hang out with me?
Y/n: because it's bothering the hell out of me and it just won't get out of my head
Yunho: I've tried everything to have your mind cleared up
Y/n: I know and none of them has worked
Yunho: I know but c'mon stop focusing on that and let's do something
Y/n: like what?
Yunho: I don't know
Y/n: really?
Yunho: Yeah
I rolled my eyes and looked out into the ocean. Mingi came up to us and we both looked at him.
Mingi: so what are you guys doing?
Yunho: I'm trying to have y/n stop thinking about that stuff
Y/n: and it's not working
Mingi: you know what will work?
Y/n: what?
Mingi grabbed my chin and kissed my cheek. My face turned red and Yunho started laughing because how red my face was.
Yunho: aww she's turning into a tomato
Y/n: shut up
I covered my face and started to whine. Mingi patted my head and I hit his shoulder.
Mingi: hey c'mon lift your head up
I looked at him and pouted. He chuckled and held my hand.
Mingi: did that clear your mind?
Y/n: no
Mingi: oh c'mon!
Yunho: hey we should be heading downstairs now it's getting dark
Mingi: Yeah
They both got up and was about to go to downstairs but stopped and looked over at me.
Yunho: you coming?
Y/n: no I'm gonna stay up here for a bit longer
Yunho: Okay
They both headed downstairs and once they were gone, I began to cry. I needed to let out my tears. It's hard holding in my pain. I miss Seonghwa so much. Everything is so different here. I was at the spot where Seonghwa and I became friends and it made me remember the times we had together. I'm gonna ask Hongjoong if there's a way to bring him back. I walked up to his door and I knocked on it. He opened the door and he was surprised to see me. He let me in and I sat down.
Hongjoong: umm you okay?
I sniffled and nodded.
Hongjoong: were you crying?
Y/n: yes I was crying!
Hongjoong: why?
Y/n: BECAUSE I MISS SEONGHWA AND BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF YOU PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS!!
He stood there not knowing what to say.
Y/n: why do you do this to me Hongjoong? Huh? Why does your bitch ass do this to me? Playing with my god damn feelings!! I'm fucking tired of your bullshit Hongjoong!! Do you like me or not?!? I'm tired of you treating me like-
He grabbed my face and started kissing me. Our kiss became into a messy make out and his hands began roaming around my body.
Hongjoong: I want you to be my desire y/n
He pushed me against the wall and started leaving wet kisses all over my neck. He undressed me and himself and laid me down.
Hongjoong: are you ready?

To be continued...

A/N: Haha you have to wait....sorry