Pirate King | ATEEZ

CH.43 Letting Go

A/N: for these next couple chapters they're gonna be a little longer than they're usually are so I'm sorry if each chapter are long.

Y/N's POV
Bangchan: what do you mean you've been having morning sickness??
Y/n: why do you sound so scared?
Bangchan: y/n..I think you're pregnant
Y/n: w-what?!?
Bangchan: did Hongjoong ever pull out?
Y/n: n-no..Wait...no..no no no no!! I can't be pregnant!!
Bangchan: he didn't pull out?
Y/n: no..oh my god..am I really pregnant?
Bangchan: have you've been craving for things?
Y/n: yeah I have..
Bangchan: oh my god...you're really pregnant
Y/n: WHAT?!? W-what do I do?!? How do I tell the boys?!?
Bangchan: y/n imma need you to calm down for a moment and think
Y/n: think what?!?
Bangchan: okay first just calm down
I tried to calm but it wasn't working.
Y/n: how do I tell Hongjoong? Or Mingi? Or anybody else?!? How do I tell Stray Kids or ONEUS?
Bangchan: you're just gonna have to find that out
Y/n: please help me...I don't know what to do...I can't do this alone..
Bangchan: don't worry I'll help you but first you need to tell Chan
Y/n: how do I do that if you're here?
Bangchan: I have to make myself rest for a couple of minutes and Chan will be able to come out for a bit
Y/n: okay...
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He suddenly fell to the ground and I gasped. I heard a groan coming from Chan and I had him sit up.
Y/n: Chan? Is it really you?
Bangchan: yeah...I feel like..somebody had to tell me something
Y/n: yeah..I do
Bangchan: you? What is it?
Y/n: I'm..pregnant
His eyes widened and he stood up immediately.
Bangchan: you're pregnant?!? By who?!?
Y/n: Hongjoong...
His facial expression turned into a serious and scary look.
Bangchan: you got pregnant by Hongjoong?
Y/n: y-yes...
Bangchan: what were you thinking?
Y/n: please don't get mad at me because this is Hongjoong's baby...
Bangchan: y/n...I'm not mad because that's his baby...I'm not mad at all..I'm worried
Y/n: why?
Bangchan: Hongjoong doesn't want kids. He wants nothing that has to do with kids. I'm worried that he's gonna leave you.
My heart sank hearing those words. I don't know what to do anymore.
Y/n: I have to tell him though...I can't just keep this from him
Bangchan: you're gonna have to convince him to be a parent but just letting you know..he's not gonna be happy
I started to cry and Chan gave me a hug and held onto me for a couple of minutes.
Y/n: I'm scared...
Bangchan: don't worry..I'm here and I will forever be here..
Y/n: who do I tell after you?
Bangchan: tell Mingi and then the rest of boys and save Hongjoong for last..
Y/n: okay...thank you..
Bangchan: you're welcome y/n..
He started to groan and backed away from me and he put his hand against his head and he fell to the ground. His eyes opened again and Chan looked at me and stood back up.
Bangchan: so..you're gonna tell Mingi next?
I nodded.
Bangchan: I'm not much of a demon who likes to comfort people but you really need it
Y/n: thanks
We continued looking at the horizon and then I suddenly felt tears ready to come out again.
Bangchan: please don't cry. Just enjoy this night...with Chan
Y/n: no..I want to enjoy this with you and Chan
Bangchan: really?
I nodded and he smiled.
Bangchan: Chan is smiling...
Y/n: I'm happy he is
Bangchan: Yeah
Y/n: do you have an actual name?
Bangchan: I do
Y/n: what is it?
Bangchan: Yeo one
Y/n: Yeo one...pretty name
Yeo one: thanks
It became silent for a couple of minutes until I said something that made his neck snap over at me.
Y/n: maybe I should let him go...
Yeo one's brows furrowed.
Yeo one: really?
Y/n: yeah..I know Hongjoong is never gonna bring him back..so I should just let him go and..go for Mingi
Yeo one: but you said he wasn't one of your choices anymore
Y/n: I want to have another chance..
Yeo one: well I wish you the best of luck
Y/n: thank you
I heard a groan coming from Hongjoong and I sighed.
Y/n: c'mon I need to tie you up again
Yeo one: oh c'mon don't tie me up again
Y/n: but I have to I'll get in trouble
Yeo one: are you really gonna tie me up because you might get in trouble by hmmm Hongjoong? Don't worry about him or what he'll do to you. You know I'm a good guy and you know I have no right to be tied up and get tortured every single day. Also you should have the right to do whatever and not follow orders by some asshole who broke your heart many times. You can defend yourself because you are a strong girl..you're very powerful
Y/n: w-what? What do you mean I'm powerful?
Yeo one: you'll find out soon..but please..don't tie me up again..that was very uncomfortable
Y/n: fine
Yeo one: thank you..if Hongjoong does anything to you, you can defend yourself..I know you can..
Y/n: thank you
I hugged him but he was tempted to hug me back but he ended up hugging me anyway. I took him back downstairs and told him he could sleep on my bed and then I laid down next to Seonghwa's corpse and fell asleep.

The Next Day
I heard footsteps coming down and then I heard a gasp.
San: where's Chan?!?
I groaned and sat up.
Y/n: he's above me
San: huh?
Yeo one sat up and San looked up and his eyes widened.
Yeo one: hey San
San: w-what is he doing untied?!?
Y/n: relax he's not gonna harm anyone
San: are you sure?
I nodded and he sighed in relief and I rolled my eyes.
San: so Chan-
Y/n: his name is Yeo one!
San: o-oh so Yeo one are you happy to leave Chan's body?
Yeo one: yes
San: Wait really?
Yeo one: Yeah I don't want to be in this body anymore
San: why?
Yeo one: because I don't want Chan to deal with me anymore and I want to have my own body
San: oh well let's go up to the deck and tell them that you won't harm any of us
He nodded and he got out of bed and followed San up to the deck and then I followed them. When Hongjoong noticed Yeo one untied, he pulled out his sword and aimed it at him.
San: put the sword down Hongjoong he won't harm us
Hongjoong: yeah right! Y/n probably untied him so he could kill me
Y/n: I didn't want to untie him unless if he was gonna kill you but sadly no but I untied him anyways
Hongjoong: are you really not gonna harm us?
Yeo one sighed and rolled his eyes.
Yeo one: y/n care to explain to them?
Y/n: I'll gladly will! We became friends
Yeosang: you became friends with a demon that wanted to kill you?
Y/n: yes and his name Yeo one
Mingi: Yeo one??
Yeo one: hi Mingi
Mingi: it's been a while..how you been?
Yeo one: not fine because some cunt tortured me for four weeks and god being tied up for that long was not comfortable
Mingi: why didn't you tell me that it was you?
Yeo one: I didn't want you to find out
Y/n: do you guys know each other?
Mingi: yeah he's my friend
Yeosang: you're friends with demons who don't have bodies?
Mingi: yes because my mom forced me to and it wasn't that bad..even though some were making fun of me...
Yeosang: do they do it the way I do it?
Mingi: no
Yeosang: good
Y/n: oh
Mingi: yup
Y/n: anyways..I promise you guys he won't harm anyone
Hongjoong: Okay...
Y/n: oh and...I'm letting go of Seonghwa..
Everyone except for Yeo one: what?!
Y/n: I've decided it's best if I let him go and move on
Yunho: y/n...
Y/n: it hurts..it really does but I can't keep holding onto him for the rest of my life. I need to let him go and let him rest...
Wooyoung: are you sure it's alright for you to let him go?
I nodded and looked down.
Yunho: we'll...set him a proper burial when we get to the island...
I nodded and everyone went back to what they were doing. Mingi came up towards me but I didn't look up.
Mingi: y/n please look at me
I looked up at him and he was giving me a sad look. He hugged me and I felt confused about it but I hugged back.
Mingi: I'm sorry..for getting mad at you and for not wanting to be one of your choices anymore..I never realized how angry and jealous I was when that thing happened. I just really love you and I just don't want to see my love getting thrown away to waste by you...
Y/n: I'm really sorry for hurting you...
Mingi: it's okay..I forgive you...but y/n..
Y/n: yeah?
Mingi: I really need you to think about your choices..
Y/n: but I already chose who...
Mingi: Who?
Y/n: you...
Mingi: me?

To be continued...

A/N: Thank you for 14k!!! ❤️