#38: Cuddles and Converations

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Third person POV:

It had been a few days since Felix and Rose announced that they were dating to the members. It was hard dating while being on tour because they didn't have time to meet up as much, but they somehow made it work with texts and occasional meeting up after concerts.

Luckily for them, a week of break was awaiting them after today's concert. It was exciting because they've never had a real break, ever since the tour started

Rose kept daydreaming about how the week would go and how was she was going to spend every passing minute with Felix. She wanted to go on countless dates and lay together in bed with him while cuddling, as she longed to do ever since they started dating

On the other hand, Felix was nervous. He had never had a real girlfriend so he didn't know how to behave like a boyfriend. He was nervous he might mess up and make Rose hate him, the thought alone of Rose hating him made him terrified.

***

The day of the Atlanta concert came and went by like a breeze, as well as the entire tour as they had 3 more stops before they could finally rest for good.

The stray kids members said goodbye to their fans and headed backstage to change their clothes. On their way out, Felix saw Rose waiting for him on the side. He told the members he'd be back and rushed to her giving her the biggest bear hug.

"I've missed you" Rose said stretching the 'you' at the end

"I've missed you too"

Felix stared at her eyes with love and adoration, he couldn't believe he caught such a treasure. How can a person like Rose so gorgeous and perfect fall in love with a loser like him.

"I was wondering if I could come over to your hotel room, if you don't mind of course" Rose asked

"I was gonna ask you that"

"great then I'll come by at 8" Rose smiled

Felix waved goodbye to Rose and went back to the changing room.

***

Felix was a nervous wreck ever since he Stepped a foot in his hotel room after the concert, he wanted everything to be perfect.

It wasn't the first time Rose visited him but everytime he'd get nervous, it was out of habit.

As he was kicking his roommates Jeongin and Seungmin out, he heard a knock on the door indicating that Rose is here already.

"Get out fast!" Felix hissed pushing the two out

"chill dude, its not like we're gonna stay here while you smash your girlfriend" jeongin giggled and seungmin followed suit

"W-who said we're smashing– just get out!" Felix finally managed to kick them two out.

Rose smiled and did a small bow to the two members going out and they returned the nice gesture.

She stepped inside and Felix welcomed her in before closing the door after.

"Why were you guys screaming in here" Rose asked Felix and the conversation he had with Jeongin and Seungmin rolled inside his head

"W-we weren't screaming!" Felix panicked

"okay...?" Rose responded dumbfounded at Felix's behavior

"let's just lay down, I miss being in your arms" ignoring the earlier conversation Rose wrapped her arms around Felix and pushed him back oh the bed

Felix blushed but wrapped his arms around his girlfriend anyway.

They both laid in silent as neither of them knew what to talk about, there wasn't anything interesting going on in their life and even if there was the other would've known about it by now as they both text nonstop.

"How do we manage to text so frequently but run out of topic to talk about when we meet up?" Felix chuckled and Rose did too realizing that he was right

"because we text each other so much, there's nothing we can talk about"

"we should stop texting so much so when we meet up we can actually have conversations" Felix suggested

"but I'll miss you" Rose pouted which Felix found very cute

He pinched her cheeks and smiled at her and Rose heart immediately did a flip when she saw Felix bright smile, his smile is the death of her.

The atmosphere went quiet again before Rose spoke

"sometimes I think about how the fans would react to the fact we're dating"

To say she wasn't worried about the hate she'd get if they ever come out as a couple would be a lie, she was more than worried. It was garuanted the fans won't react good to it and even if they did, there will always be some haters.

"Why are you thinking about that? Even if all my fans hated me I'll still choose to be with you" Felix caressed Rose's hair assuring her that he'll always choose her over anyone

"you better or I'm dumping you" Rose jokingly smacked his chest and they both started laughing

"You're really warm" Rose murmered "it feels nice"

Realizing how close Rose was, Felix started going red and panicking. His crush had her arms wrapped around him and was snizzled against his chest, how can he stay calm in this type of situations

"are you ok?" Rose raised her head to check on Felix, who's face was redder than a tomato

"y-yeah" he stuttered

"you don't sound ok?"

"I'm just– I'm just a bit nervous" Felix confessed

"is it because of me?" Rose moved away bit giving Felix space incase he was uncomfortable

"No, don't pull away" he grabbed her arms and wrapped them around him again

"I was just worried"

"I'm fine, just a little nervous as I'm not using to being anyone's boyfriend" Felix chuckled

"don't be, you're doing great at it" Rose praised him and his nervousness suddenly calmed down a bit

And with that they continued doing their thing, while casually starting random conversation about stuff running through their minds.

This kept going until they both got tired and drifted to sleep without realizing it.

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