Who knows the dream will end up by the nightmare of the distances. This distance really takes us too far and ended us apart. The first three months were okay but later as I was getting more n more engaged in my work then things started to change.
The unsaid words started speeching out. I was aware of the things before but later the typical human psychology of the tired working man started to furnish in me. And my tongue started to speak the words that my heart don't want to. But my eyes were not the part of this anguish between tongue and heart. "Eyes never lie", she used to say it when I lie to her. Unfortunately, for this sake of time, she isn't that close enough to see the truth in my eyes.
I think the distance was the beginning of the end. I still remember our first meeting. I was disturbed yet calm when I met her that day. I'm feeling the same today. I'm disturbed because we end up our long-distance relationship but yet I'm calm. I'm calm because I know that I still love her & she too loves me.
Falling in love is like entering into heaven while living. Love is the feeling of utmost happiness. Every living entity on this planet wants to love, willing to be loved. That feeling of being loved by someone or to love someone is something that everyone craves for. I haven't seen any person throughout my life that doesn't want to feel the love. Love is just not a single emotion it's a combination of many emotions. I've experienced & discovered a lot of things in love.
'The time flies it does not stop for any'; this is a fact but time stopped for a while at the moment when my eyes grab her in my heart. Her beauty mesmerized me, her eyes were like the deep ocean in which my soul is ready to be a drown in, her cheeks were so soft and pinky like a petal of a rose, she had honey kiss to her brown hairs and were the symbol of freedom, her lips were pale pink like a rosebud they are so exotic that send my mind in a sexual state of intoxication, her smile was the prettiest thing I ever saw. The way she smiles my heart melts.
We were strangers though we were in the same school. I knew everything about her but she didn't know anything about me. Now days knowing a person is not a hard task. All you have to do is to go through some social media platforms. I did the same. I searched for her on Facebook, Instagram. And I found her account on Facebook. I opened her profile and send her a friend request. On next day, when I checked my Facebook, the request was accepted. I was so happy. Then after a week, I gathered the courage to send her a message. I was so confused at that time by the battle of thoughts happening in my brain but at the same time, my heart was calm.
... To be continued...
