I'm sorry for being so naive
I was un aware of making you upset
I'll try to be nicer my next lifeThe pain will be worth it
It'll be all better
It would be better if I were not to speakOnce,again I'm sorry I was naive
I still am and I don't feel good about itMy heart is burning
It's not burning of sadness
Not madness
But,grieve steals the placeThey said they're sorry
They lied once again
I tried to play it off as cool
It seems I can't be like them
I try fitting in only to stand out
We're told to stand out
That's what I do
All that happens is them bringing me down
I'm always told to ignore themI try and fail
It all hurts
The blades hurt
I make those jokes because I'm asking for your helpI don't want to die
But,I want to die
I'm not afraid of death
But,I'm afraid of the future
The future isn't fun
I don't like it
I like the people online
Because,they'll listen and understandI'm sorry to be a nuisance
I'm sorry to be a burden
I'm sorry to be annoying
I'm sorry to be a prick
I'm sorry I tryI'll be happy for you
Though I'm dying on the inside
I want help
But,I've grown independent and don't ask
I'll help others
But,not myselfI once saved someone
I talked them out of it
I saved a boyI can't save myself
A grandfather left me before I had the chance to meet him
An aunt left me because I wasn't good enough
And my grandfather might not make itI'm ready to die
I'm sorry to the ones who tried to help meYet,I'm still here because
They all care...BritishCommunist
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