fuck off | mattia polibio

1AM MEET UP

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"i know i made a mistake" alinah told vic and taylor, while she walked around her room like a maniac.

"big mistake" taylor commented and painted her nails into a bright red.

"i shouldn't have kissed him, but he kissed me and what else should i do" alinah spoke nervously

"i saw mattia, he looked not so good" vic said and clenched her teeth

"not so good? he looked terrible" taylor tried not to chuckle

"i still love him" alinah sat on the floor now,her head buried in her hands.

"and he loves you, that's enough, you guys should come back together" taylor said, she felt bad for alinah but also for mattia.

"at least alvaro and alejandro are happy" alinah sighed and laid on the floor

"wait they're actually a thing?" taylor asked

"they didn't spoke with us about it, but yes i guess they're a thing"alinah replied

alinah looked at vic after vic sighed.

"oh i'm sorry" alinah spoke after she realized she shouldn't have talked about it.

"nah it's fine i'm happy for them !" vic said and smiled slightly  and then it just went quiet.

"i want to talk to mattia" alinah said after the room was quite for 5 minutes

"tomorrow sounds good" tay smiled

"no. i want to talk to him now" alinah shot her head up looking at the vic's confused face

"it's 1am, tomorrow is school, you can't go" taylor spoke

"uh-uh i go" alinah stood up

"and what about our sleepover?" vic asked

"i'm coming back in 30 minutes, watch a movie or something" alinah said and ran out of her house.

she ran and ran blood boiling in her body until she stood infront of mattias house.

"fuck" she whispered when she thought about how she should come in, what if he was asleep...

she decided to go to his window and knock.

she waited and saw mattia opening the window

"hi linah" he said and alinah climbed into the room

"hi"

"what are you doing here?" he asked confused

"can we talk" alinah spoke nervously

"of course" he said and sat on his bed

"w-why did you do that to me?" alinah just straight up asked and tried not to cry

"i didn't want to, avalyn knew i was drunk and just used me to hurt you" mattia explained

"and you let it happen" alinah sighed in disappointment.

"i was drunk!" mattia said a bit louder

"that's the only explanation for everything, i was drunk. oh okay cool; when you know you are a dumb fuck when you're drunk then don't drink" alinah shrugged

"you kissed josh diaz" mattia said

"don't change the fucking subject!"

"but it hurt me too okay? It hurt me so much alinah!" he said and stood up

alinah flinched a bit at the sudden movement.

"we always hurt each other" alinah commented

"we can work it out" mattia sighed

"oh fuck off mattia, we always fucking try to work it out! it never works!" she said louder and tears fell on her cheek.

"we can change how it's right now" mattia said his eyes tearing up a bit

"or maybe it should be like that" alinah spoke quietly

"what do you mean?" mattia chuckled a bit in disbelief

"maybe- maybe this should end" she spoke up.

"alinah" mattia didn't believe it, alinah made him happy, so happy after a long toxic relationship.

"i'm breaking up with you mattia" alinah said wiping her tears away

"linah, i love you" mattia shook his head softly

"change that" she shrugged

"you don't love me anymore?" he asked

"get over it mattia" she shook her head and climbed out of the window.

how fast the night changes.

a/n: i did a bad thinggggggg

i have an idea for a new book (but i'll start it after this one) and i don't know who it should be about :(