A Different Side of Cat Valentine

Chapter 2

I woke up to my alarm blaring. I sat up and all I could think was why bother.i pulled myself off the couch and went to take a shower. I spent ten minutes just letting the hit water wash over my tense tired muscles. I was Hedy hair and body and got out out of the shower. I dried myself and put on a long sleeve shirt and some jeans. I put my hair back in a ponytail and left for school.

After I got to school I went straight to becks locker I felt like he was the only one I could even talk to right now. Normally I can talk to jade but the past few months she's been a bit testy and gets annoyed with me easily. I don't know what I did but that's just the way things go for me. People get sick of me and want nothing to do with me. my thoughts started to take over and I felt myself getting close to tears I knew I wouldn't be able to hold them back so I walked as fast as I could to the blackbox theatre. I climbed up the ladder. I got Into my room just in time as the effects of depression took over and I couldn't stop myself from crying any longer. I let the tears flow I cried and cried for almost half an hour. When I finally was able to re compose myself I had makeup smeared down my face. I decided that if I was going to get to class on time I better get it redone. I finished doing my makeup and crawled out of the room. I walked to the doors of the blackbox and before I wemt I took a deep breath and put on my happy face. I walked out just as the bell rang to go to class so I wasn't noticed.

I walked into sicowitz class and sat down. Everybody else filed in after and took their seats. I sat by the window and beck took the seat right beside me. As class started sicowitz had us do this acting exercise. He was calling people up onto the stage.

Sikowitz- Cat and André
Me- I don't really feel like it today Sikowitz
Sikowitz- I don't care get up there
Me- I really don't want to
Sikowitz- fine sit down then
Jade- I'll go Sikowitz since little missed spoiled over here won't.
Me- YOU KNOW WHAT JADE SHUT YOU'RE FUCKING MOUTH YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT WHAT GOING ON ON MY LIFE SO JUST FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING BITCH
Jade- you worthless piece of shit how dare you talk to me like that you think you're better than me you're not nobody here fucking likes you so just leave. (Slaps Cat)

I fell back onto the floor and all of the memories of my parents and watch they would do to me came flooding back. I got up and sprinted as fast as I could to the only place I knew I would be able to cry and not be found.

Becks POV

"I'll go Sikowitz since little miss spoiled over here won't " I heard my girlfriend jade say. And with that cat started screaming and crying. I looked over just in time to see jade slap cat and send her stumbling back and falling to the floor. I saw cats face go pale white and blank I could tell that something inside her had just snapped. After she ran out I stood up

Me- what the hell was that jade
Jade- I'm sick of her spoiled bitch attitude thinking she shouldn't have to do things and getting mad at us all the time just because she thinks she's better than us doesn't mean we deserve that
Me- Jade if you're really that stupid maybe you should see a fucking doctor.
Jade- why are you standing up for her you should be defending me here I'm your girlfriend
Me- not anymore...
Jade- what the fuck do you mean not anymore
Me- I mean I didn't know that you were such a big bully if I had know how ugh of a bitch you were I never would've dated you
Jade- fine Beck I don't care you'll be sorry you ever dumped me
Me- I will never be sorry about ending the worst mistake I ever made

With that I left to go find cat. I had an idea of where she might be. I walked down the hallways till I got to the blackbox theatre

CATS POV

I was sitting on the floor of the room looking down at the shiny razor blade in my hand. And without even thinking I put it to my left arm and cut 6 slices across the bottom. I watched the blood bead up and and start to run down my arm I was crying harder now. That's when I heard the door handle twist I whipped down my sleeve and hid the blade It was beck. He crawled in and instantly wrapped my into a hug. After a few minutes he let me go and as I brought my arm around I caught a glimpse of blood showing through the fabric. I quickly tucked it into me but it was too late

Beck- Cat show me your arm

Me- why

Beck- Cat show it to me

Me- why I'm fine

Beck- Catherina Valentine show me your arm

Me- Fine (extends arm towards beck )

Beck grabbed my sleeve and gingerly rolled it up . He gently ran his finger over a few of the cuts and i winced in pain.

Beck- Cat why would you do this to yourself

Me- I - I - I - I'm s-s-s-sorry be - eck I managed to choke put through my bawling into his shoulder.

Beck- hey hey its of I'm here

me- (looks up at beck) th-thank you beck)

Beck- I will always be here for you

We stayed there hugging with me just sitting there curled up for the rest of the day

Becks POV

I have to say I never expected cat to cut herself. I knew she was a little off lately but I didn't know that she was battling with severe depression. I stayed up there in that room with cat the rest of the day.

Cats POV

after school beck took me to his car and offered to drive me home. I wasn't in the mood to turn him down so I just accepted. Luckily today I had a day off of work.

Me- beck don't turn here keep going straight for about 7 blocks

Beck- but your house is that way

Me- beck I got kicked out 5 months ago. So now I live in a cheap apartment.

Beck- why didn't you say anything

Me- Baca use if people talk about it and layne or anyone found out I'd be put into a group home until I graduate and I'm not willing to etc that happen.

Beck- oh alright I won't tell

Me- thanks

Beck pulled over in front of my building and i hugged him and got out and went inside. I had set bung to eat and went right to my bedroom I layed in bed for a few hours on my slap account. And Instagram. I finally passed out.

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