Friend, Please

Love Will Remember IV

Hi my laptop is being really stupid and won't let me log into my account... So I dedicate this chapter to CapnJackHarkness !! ❤️❤️❤️

Last crossover chapter!!!

*Lex / Future Alex's POV*

I don't mean to be a bitch, but watching Russo and Big Ears together... Makes me want to burst into tears. I miss that. I miss my Doctor so much. Honestly, I'm pretty fucking jealous of them. I wish the Doctor and I were still like that.

I chewed my lip and silently snook away from the group. I went into my room and bumped right into the Tardis'. I know Big Ears parked her up here, but why did Sand Shoes park her up here? Actually, he probably did so when Max comes home, he won't touch her. Smart.

I leaped into my bed and shoved my face in my pillow. Life is so stressful. The fuck did I ever do to life? This is why I don't talk to anyone! I just hang out with myself. I can't leave me cause well, I am, me. I felt my bed sinking more and a hand running through my hair. Harkness, don't you know that I just need a nap to cool off? "Are you okay?"

Oh. Huh. Not Harkness, okay. I took my face out of my pillow and turned over to see my Doctor, "yeah, just really tired." I shrugged.

"You know you don't have to worry about the council coming anymore, right?" No. They're sneaky mother fuckers. I don't get why they always yell at me for being so devious when they're just as devious as me! Hypocrites. "They would've gotten us by now."

"I don't know about that." I shrugged. "They're probably celebrating the fact that I broke the law and they get to take my powers away... again."

"Well, they're not getting them." Sand Shoes shook his head at me. Yes, yes they are.

"They will one way or another."

Sand Shoes sighed and laid down next to me. Listen, I was expecting to have disappeared or be in a cell by now, last night was just... for old times sake. Yeah, he kissed me before, but it was only in the spur of the moment. I know the Doctor doesn't miss me, he was just being the good man he is. "I miss you." I chewed my lip. That's not true. Don't pity me, Doctor. "I love you, Lex." I sighed, no he couldn't. All we've done is argue. I've made these past two months hell for him. He couldn't love me. "Alex, I promise you, I didn't mean it."

I sat up and ran my hand through my hair, "that's what everyone says."

"Alex, do you remember the first time we kissed, we talked about your past?" Well no shit.

"Yeah but I don't see how any of that has anything to do it with"-

"Do the truth spell." He remembered that? How could he remember that and I didn't? Jeez, I only took away the important bits... The truth spell isn't that important.

"Doctor, it's not that I don't believe you. I'm stuck on the fact that it was obviously said for a reason." I shook my head, "I'm not mad, Doctor. I can't make you feel differently."

The Doctor grabbed my hand, "please do it."

I sighed and spun the family wand around, "don't let the Doctor be a liar, the truth, the truth, is on fire." I took a deep breath, "Doctor, did you mean it when you said you wouldn't have kissed me if you would've known we would end up like this?"

"No. Not in a million years. That's got to be the biggest lie I've ever told. I wouldn't redo our past for anything." I hate this spell. All people do is ramble. "Honestly, I find it a little daft that you actually believed me. Like come on, anyone can see how in love with you I am"- No. That's not true.