Dear Ashlyn,
I wasn't fine and I'm sorry for lying please don't be mad. I was still taking drugs when I told you that I'm better but you probably know that. I mean you used to use them.
Don't go drinking your life away or turning back to your old ways Ashlyn. I don't want you to do that. It wasn't your fault it wasn't anyone's I was beyond damaged and this was inevitable. I love you. The drugs are starting to work I can feel them so I'm sorry if this note is a little short.
-Lucia
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I take the last pill from my bottle and stick the empty bottle and the note in my bag. I drink down a little more whiskey before getting tired and resting my head on the bar. I'm ready to go. I'm tired of losing everyone.
"I'm sorry Lia," I mumble out before feeling the life start to fade away.
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My Notes (Sequel to My Solo)
FanfictionThe notes Lucia left behind for Alex, Ash, and Ali along with how their dealing with the loss.
