You Always Win | HIZZIE

Its complicated

             

hope ran back upstairs and to their hotel room, she reached the suite and she knocked on the door

"lizzie are you in there" she seemed stressed "Lizzie let me in"

The door unlocked and Lizzie was standing there, crying

"Thank god" hope let out a sigh of relief that the girl opened the door  "Are you okay"

"no I need you to leave" Lizzie motioned for hope to walk back out the door but hope put her arm out to try and stop lizzie. She flinched and jumped back

"I'm not going to hurt you liz, I would never"

"Please just leave hope.." Lizzie was exhausted from crying

"I'm not going anywhere I need to know if you're okay"

Lizzie let out a sort of sarcastic laugh "no hope, I'm not okay. How could I be?"

"I just"

"just go away hope" Lizzie didn't let the girl finish speaking

"is this even that bad?"

"yes of course it's that bad" the blonde scoffed at the question. How could she even ask that.

"what you're so ashamed to have kissed me"

"YES"

Hope paused. She furrowed her brows in disbelief and scoffed at the blonde

"Alright, whatever" she shrugged. "I'm out" she turned around and walked towards the door.
Lizzie quickly grabbed her arm.

"Wait" she sighed "stop, I'm sorry that's not what I meant"

"well, I'm not in the mood for games lizzie I like you and I know you like me so what's the big deal that other people know"

" I just" Lizzie was at a loss for words

"if you're not ready, I get that." Hope was Sympathetic, she knew coming out was hard "But it doesn't just seem like you're not ready it seems like it's the worst thing in the world for you and I don't understand, you're mom seems like she would be totally cool" the blonde interrupted her once again

"it's not my mom, she wouldn't care. I'm pretty sure she knows I'm questioning my sexuality anyways. I haven't done a great job at hiding it I've been watching glee on repeat and it isn't for the plot "

"then what is it"

"it's josie and"

"why would josie care, she dated a girl"

"its complicated"

"what's complicated about it" hope was getting upset. It seemed as though lizzie was making excuses to not be with her

"it's not just her it's" Lizzie paused

"please lizzie.. just tell me what's going on"

"it's my dad okay, he's barely okay with josie liking girls."

"so why would it be any different for you"

"because he's always favoured her. Me and him have always clashed. He's always gotten angry at me for things he was fine with josie doing, going to parties, hanging with older witches, hanging with werewolves or vampires, doing dark magic. She was allowed to do it all. The second I even thought about it he would get.... angry..." the witch cried

Hope was concerned

"lizzie..."

"I can't do this hope you need to leave me alone"

"I can't leave Lizzie. Not knowing you're upset"

"I need to go figure out a way to stop the video getting out please just leave me alone" she turned her back to the auburn haired girl. Trying to play it cool and act as if she didn't care for her.

"please lizzie don't shut me out"

"I'm sorry"

Hope slowly walked up behind Lizzie and put her arms around her. The witch turned around to see what she was doing and she was met by a kiss. It lasted for what felt like an eternity but in reality was just a few seconds before Lizzie pushed hope away from her

"I said go hope, take a hint. I don't like you" she turned her back again.

"I'm sorry, please let me stay. I can help you"

There was a knock at the door

"Lizzie, you in there. It's me"

"oh no, Youve got to go it's josie"

"so? She can help us" hope was confused

"no she CANT know about us" she was panicking now

"why?"

"I can't tell you"

"what's going on with you"

"you need to leave hope, now"

"fine" hope moaned as she went out through the second door.

"goodbye hope" Lizzie whispered to herself.

She quickly fixed herself up. Wiped her tears and made her way to open the door for her twin.

"hey what's going on I saw you crying"

"nothing I'm fine."

"are you sure? You're acting weird" josie looked concerned

"I said I'm fine jo"

"So wheres hope?"

"why would I know" Lizzie got defensive

"oh I don't know because she's your room mate?" The brunette said sarcastically"

"oh.. yeah.. she's getting a snack"

"okay, cool"

"so why are you here"

"I can't just hang out with my sister?" She hissed

"what's really up Jo"

"I'm getting away from Penelope"

"why"

"she's been trying to get me back"

"is that so bad, don't you miss her"

" i do, but I like hope too"

"forget about hope jo" Lizzie said as she desperately tried to claim the girl for her own. If josie moved on from hope that would be one less person she has to worry about being angry about the video. But Josie wasn't having it. She was determined to have hope.

"no, I like her. I do. She seems interested, has she mentioned me?"

"no... she hasn't, sorry." Lizzie was getting jealous. She knows hope doesn't like Jo but hearing her say she thinks hope likes her back filled Elizabeth's head with jealous thoughts.

"how's living with her." Josie smiled playfully

"jo I'm not in the mood to talk right now, please just go back to Penelope or find hope for all I care." She hissed

"fine, see ya" josie rolled her eyes at her sister and walked back to her own hotel room.