Words left unsaid-(Shuichi x fem OC!Reader!) Danganronpa:Killing harmony

Chapter 3-Bandaged in blind Possibilities

"..."

I quietly said nothing, my back pressing the wall, looking up at the blank ceiling again.
I was sure that I was going home today now..literally..how many times can I say literally now..?

Whatever, it really wasn't a big deal anyways. I tapped my soft Fingernails against the hard tiled
Floor, becoming bored once again. What was I even waiting for this time again..? Well..I'd rather stay here then go out where my mom is. I don't want to be embarrassed to death anyways, or do I?.

...Nevermind those thoughts. I'm kind of tired so I'll maybe relax my mind for a little. You know..just... probably think about..

Oh god... I totally forgot I was going to HOPES PEAK TOMORROW!! EEEK! I mean..why should I even be excited though? It's not like I'm ACTUALLY going.. ugh..and those are one of the best schools in the world.. *AHEM* No, IT IS the best school in the world! And I'm being invited there? By..by.....

"Him...." I muttered under my breath, my eyes adverted to the floor as I pondered deeply.

"Him..." I mumbled repeatedly.

"That boy..Shuichi..isn't it? He's the reason why I'm even going.." I  fiddled with my fingers slightly, softly murmuring.

"He's so mysterious..yet so kind and awkward..I want  to know him more.. I really do.." my chest  kind of dropped when I said that, I clenched where my heart was beating tightly, holding my hands close as I  shut my eyes, my breathing got a bit slower and calmer then usual..no..more then usual.

His  piercing yellow eyes make me afraid,  but they're so soft it gives me a really  tense feeling, as if I want to fall deep in them..deep in his embrace..his soft, dark teal h-

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT..I REALLY NEED TO STOP IT DON'T  I?!-  I seriously don't  want to think about him anymore.. he's really getting me a bit nervous..even if...even if...

Huh...

I don't know..but I feel like something must've happened before hand.as if..have I known him before? Do I? Don't I? Have I? Ugh..forget it..but I just can't.. I don't know why! It's just so odd it  leaves a sour taste in my mouth. I kind of want to know now..

Has he held me before?...it felt as if he did, I mean..NOT LIKE I WANT  HIM TOO! I'm not tryna get the wrong idea you know?.. this is hopeless. I guess I can just wait..I guess.

Wait?..

But I don't want to..

Ugh..  whatever.. not like I should care anyways..

Maybe I'll see about this later..and I mean..WAYYYY LATER..I literally don't want to ask him right away..god..

After all that dumb thinking, for once I got out of my head and mind. I get up again, walking to Open the door I see my mother behind it.

Before I even layed my hands on the door knob, I rolled my eyes, then turning it and opening the door.

Before my very eyes, my mom cried. " KANO-CHAN!" I rolled my eyes once again and smiled, hugging my mom tightly.

You see, my mom is practically mistaken for my sister. She looks kind of young. And she is. Ever since I was tiny baby  She's been a teen mom ever since..I feel bad for being born every time that thought comes into my mind. But she said when I was born I was a blessing.