No different than any other man, my journey consist of bottled up emotions and raw feelings that I've kept caged and felt expressing them would only exhibit weakness. I always feel misunderstood, as if communicatingmy feeling would only be misconstrued by the listeners. I hated expressing myself, explaining myself, repeating myself. I hated communicating the deep parts concerning my soul. To compensate, i imprisoned all my emotions inside, to be kept raw and unseen. Naive me. I failed to see the destruction it placed in my path. The confusion it awakened between my loved one and me.
Imprisoning my emotions and true feelings led me to live many years in pain having complete control over me. Anger ordered my steps and pride turned me cold, unwilling and unopen to love. I spwnt most of my days as a troubled young man searching for happiness in all the wrong places. My heart was clogged with so many false beliefs of what a man should be accord to society.
