Yukc0 x Reader~!

Chapter 1 • How it began~

Y/n pov:

Today was rough day for me... I've been working in the circus in the sky for a year now. I do it for a living, u might ask "Why do you work in a circus? There are plenty of other jobs you could earn a living from!" Well its because this job is wonderful, people here are amazing! well not all of them But still! also it's pretty fun putting a clown make up on and wearing weird outfits to see children smile and laugh at you. The feeling that you made someone's day! Not just for children but for teens and grownups too! It's an amazing feeling. 

But that's not the main part. I recently started developing feelings for someone.. Which is very RARE for me cause I'm a cautious person, When I was in highschool I was in love with a guy who i had strong and passionate feelings for. I trusted him with my life! but turns out he dated me to do his school work for him. 

 I guess that stayed with me.. Anyways back to the present, now It was weird how I even started liking him... I mean I never thought I would like someone like him in my life. I bet you're pretty confused so let me introduce you to him.
His name is Yukco or Mr. Grumpy It kind've suits him and it's pretty cute. He isn't the kindest person you'd ever meet... BUT once you get to know him better you'll know that he's a big softie hehe 

But there's something that I'm sad to say it's that he's a alcoholic. like VERY alcoholic. I'd dare say alcohol is his soulmate. He's as well careless. He hides his feelings and acts tough but I know inside that he has feelings too like the others. Andddd he keeps to himself, Well I'm not the one to talk since I'm pretty shy most if not all the time.

but here's the thing.. I always felt like I would be the type of person to fall for a sweet nerdy guy with glasses  but I guess this wasn't the case for me.. I don't even know how it's just that he's different from any guy I have ever met... like he has never in his life flirted with me or with anyone in that matter, or just simply not being desperate for a girl's attention. He's like a mystery and i want to solve every part of him. It made me thrilled in a way, always wanting more. Not just that but..  he made me feel like I was a normal girl that he had no intention of using or hurting her, or not just someone who he wants to seduce and get in the bed with then simply throw her away like a used condom. he made me finally realize that not all guys are the same after all and I could still have another shot in...
love.