guess what? one of my friends has a gf. i feel so... lonely now. i know i should feel good for her but, i just feel envious. my demons whispering in my ear, telling me "your not good enough" and "even she has someone who loves her!" i just adore the thought of being with someone, knowing whenever i'm upset someone loves me. i guess i'm only in middle school and i'll never really experience that feeling.
i'll just be lonely forever. i try so hard, i would do anything for a gf, even a bf. i'm never gonna get it anyways. i'm worthless and stupid, who like me? i'm sorry, i've just always been really delicate to when someone gets a gf or bf. and i just wonder "when is it my turn?" i give up, i just won't get anyone to love, i simply don't deserve it.
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