Yoongi
All I heard was an annoying beeping in my ear. The last thing I remember was collapsing while training. Well, that's not true; I remember telling the company if I were to be injured, I wouldn't want my soulmate to know about it. So when I woke up in this place, which I assume is the hospital, I was so confused about the sparking tingles I'm getting from my hand.
I bolt up and yank my hand away, shocked to see my soulmate here along with four other people passed out. Consisting of my father, Taetae, and his soulmate. I let out a loud cough, groaning as I hate feeling like this. To that, Taetae immediately wakes up as his snow leopard ears pop out. He runs to my side.
"Oh my god! You're awake; we thought we'd lost you, big brother... Why would you just suddenly leave after your heat was done? I mean, everyone was going crazy when you went missing. Hell, we even had to lock Seonghwa in chains when his dragon took over, demanding us where you were."
"I'm sorry Taetae, but I went to train in America early... Wait how long have I been out? The last thing I remember was dancing and pushing my exhausted body to keep at it." I softly whine as I get a soft slap on my thigh. "What was that for?"
"For being dumb, and to answer your question, you've been here for five months. The doctor was about to pull the plug on you, seeing as you weren't really responding well to the medicine."
Seonghwa
"Min Yoongi, how could you have been so careless? How could you act so stupidly and put yourself in the hospital from overexertion?" I asked sadly, not wanting to stress him out so quickly. Yoongi sighed and looked up at me.
"I didn't want to hurt you during my heat, so I did what I had to stay away. Even though it got me hospitalized, I don't regret it, Seonghwa. I absolutely stand by what I did." Yoongi responded calmly.
"Yoongi." I sighed and ran my hand over my face. Yoongi looked up at me. I sighed again and cupped his cheeks.
"I love you, Yoongi. I trust you enough to tell you if or when you're hurting me. Right now you're hurting me. It hurts me that you're more willing to hurt yourself than to explain yourself. Please- please, tell me, Yoongi. I want to be here for you- as a lover, as a friend, as a soul mate, as whatever you want me as- but I can't be there for you if you won't let me." I said softly. Yoongi nodded his head whilst I held his sunken-in cheeks.
"It hurts me to see you in pain, Yoon. It really, truly hurts." My voice cracked, and I started crying quietly. Yoongi gasped and pulled me into his arms.
I leaned my head onto his shoulder and began crying ever so slightly louder. I couldn't even explain half of how terrible this all felt for me these past few months. I couldn't even fathom how much Yoongi must have been struggling to survive while they almost pulled the plug.
Yoongi
My soft panther ear gently flicked against his nose, enticing soft, sweet giggles from him. I continue to soothe my love as I can slowly feel my fatigue slip away. At that moment, I realized that I needed him by my side to exist and be loved.
"I'm afraid of being a bad soulmate to you. Hwa, I don't really know how to do this 'being in love' thing. I'm afraid that I'll somehow hurt you, and you will no longer want to be near me. I didn't let you help with my heat because I turn completely savage during it. Hell, in the past I've hurt Tae accidentally because of it. I didn't want to take that chance with you... I didn't want you leaving me to find someone better. To find a chosen mate instead of me. That's how I completely feel and I'm so sorry for leaving you in the dark about this."
I gasp softly as he hugs me tightly as tingles erupt all along my skin. I let out a soft hum and snuggle into the warm feeling. It's as if this is all just a dream that I don't want to wake up from. If this was a dream, it sure was more sad than happy, but all my dreams are just manifestations of my fears as I know I'm not good enough for him.
