"fuck," she walked into the room.
rosie's p.o.v
my hands shook as i took the pregnancy test out of her hand & saw them all positive. this can't be real. i can't believe i'm fucking pregnant from a one night stand.
"ro, he has to know," she whispered & i looked up at her with ready eyes. "i know," i mumbled as i tried my best to not fall apart.
no matter what, i'm not aborting this baby. i'll figure it all out by myself i need too but i don't think i could never go through an abortion personally.
"do you happen to know where his dorms are?" i ask & wipe my eyes. "the east dorms, 5th floor room 51," she told me before i rushed out.
walking there was calming almost until i reached it. i could head my heart pounding in my chest & my palm got clammy & my hands shook slightly.
"you got this rosie, you're gonna be okay," i exhaled a huge breath of air as i stood in the elevator. walking into the hall, his door was the first one i saw.
"okay, ju-just be straight forward," i clear my throat to get out the nerves. reaching up, i knock twice before i heard footsteps on the other side.
i held my breath, scared to death as i heard the clicks of the locks. the door opened & i saw his face. he smiled, slightly confused as i stood there awkwardly.
"hey, rosie right?" he questioned, making me nod & smile. "hmm, wanna come in?" he stepped aside as i walked inside, immediately turning around toward him.
"hi, nice to see you again. we gotta talk," i tell him. he lead me to his bed, sitting side ways so we were face to face.
"what's up?" he looked me in the eye & i cleared my throat, trying to figure out how to say this. "uhh.. i'm- when we-," i stuttered, finally closing my mouth.
"it's okay. take your time & tell me once your ready," he smiled & i try to catch my breath. "okay, so.. when we hooked up," i started & he nodded.
"we didn't use protection & we did it more than once," i looked at his reaction as he started to put the pieces together.
"you never pulled out," i whisper as i look down at my shoes. "shit," he whispered under his breath. he sucked in a sharp breath as he cleared his throat, making me look up at him.
"are you-" he asked & i nodded before he finished the sentence. "i found out today. took 4 test," i said as my eyes watered.
"i'm scared. i understand if you don't want any part of the baby's life because i'm keeping it. i just wanted you to know," i sniffle.
"i- i'm sorry. i don't know what to say, really. i've never been this situation. obviously," he stood up & started pacing.
"i mean, we could raise it together. be parents. we don't have to together together you know? just be parents. i'm not gonna be some deadbeat dad,"
"i wanna know my kid. we could do this. be there for our child," he told me as he grabbed my hands. "i wanna be there rosie," he smiled.
