Black Butler: Dangling From The Web

~Hell Without You~

Angela takes him away as he lied in her arms and didn't think of anything but the pain. He didn't want to leave Sebastian, his tears ran down his cheek as he didn't care what happened now. He sighed and might as well questioned, "where are we going? And what are we doing?! Aren't you going to kill me?"

"I wanted to tell you a story. So close your eyes as I reveal a cinematic records that are inside your body that doesn't belong to you....." angela traveled to the location where she was hidden from any demon looking for her and her new cargo. 

"Your mother. Such a beautiful creature she was. A pure heart.  A soul like those are so hard to come by now a days.  Do you see how happy she was for her sister when vincent came into her life?" Ciel could see it play out in his mind like a forgotten memory.  His mother.. madam red... his father. Clear like a picture.....

"Well ... your father was a male pig. He went after my pure hearted soul.  It was after they married and mated... it was then she discovered he was a demon.  A fact that scared her at first... but innocent rachael.... she still loved him.  That is.. until you came along." Ciel watched his mother worry. If her baby was a demon..... ciel watched his own birth... he was... normal looking until his eyes opened.  He had those demonic eyes.

"Your mother.. she prayed and prayed.... so I answered her prayers....." they arrived at the location where ciel was shatcheled to a brick wall.  The chains were for an average height man... his feet didn't even touch the ground as his sore back was grinding agaisnt the brick wall.  Even with his eyes open he could still see the memory play out.

"Your mother wanted you human.  So I went to so much trouble.... gave everyone false memories.... worked as hard to make it belieable.... and guess what I did to her?" Ciel saw his mother holding him in her arms and kissing his forehead before putting him down in the crib.  She made a deal and watched the angel rip something out of his mothers chest!  The thing glowed in the angels hand as she shoved it into ciels baby body.  The angel then turned to see ciels mother fall to her knees and begged her son for forgiveness....

"And guess what... I ate her soul!" Angela placed her hands on ciels head and made him feel his mother last moments.  He felt the angel tear into his mothers body. He felt the draining of a pure soul.  He could feel the fear she was experience ... the only though in her mind was ciel.... " feel it!  Feel what is it like to take a pure soul!!!" Angela made the pain worse.  She repeated the scene in ciels mind over and over... the ending was her broken body on the ground covered in blood........ repeat.. over and over!

Ciel growled as he screamed in anger, fear and pain, "STOP!!! STOP!!! IT!!! " he held his head and cried, "STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he chocked as he screamed his pain. Was pounding hard as he lost his air again, going into the worst asthma attack he's ever had. He was used to Sebastian saving him he actually expected Sebastian come help but there wasn't anything. His tears rolled more down his cheeks as he grasped for air and grip his hair wanting everything to stop. He nearly went crazy from everything g just happened so quickly, nothing was slowing down. He grasped for air and begged for this to  stop he growled in pain and choked on nothing.

"That was the tricky part of all this.  Sebastian.  Loyal as the dog he is.  He never once betrayed you.  So we had to make it seemed like he did.  Was it convincing ciel?  We did make you lose your trust in him over and over.  Until...he gave in.  Is that more painful?  Knowing you did this all to yourself?.... you pushed everyone away.  Such an inpure creature!" She slapped ciel hard, grabbing him and slamming him into the wall, chaining him up. Ripping his shirt to give a thousand scars of pain. "I can heal your asthma... but it was never asthma to begin with. Its the pure heart wanting to escape your body!  You are inpure and I shall finally release the pure heart! Send it to heaven and you to damnation...." she slapped Ciel again and again.  She soon grabbed a whip and began striking it agasint his skin.

Whack!

Whack!

Whack!

Ciel screamed at the feeling of the whip again this aching body, he cried out with pain. He growled And tried not to be weak but failed. It was like this hell was never ending he felt his body beginning to bleed from the all scars she made soon it began not to hurt much because his body went numb. He just hung head down, in thought,

'i never knew this was hell...without you Sebastian. Everything is Hell.'

his tears stung as he felt himself falling part inside. His strength turned to weakness, his pride turned to shame, and his anger at Sebastian turned back to trust.

'I only pushed everyone away for the fear' he thought as he whimpered in pain, 'I didnt want to loose them...I was afraid. Especially afraid to loose you, Sebastian' his eyes closed tightly as pain became worse and his body became undone. He shed a tears for Sebastian, 'I'm sorry...Sebastian. I'm sorry I didn't trust you....but I was afraid. And confused. Sebastian....I love you~'