One month....• WHY DONT WE

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Thursday
8.54am
January 6

Corbyn's POV

last night I was scrolling thru Instagram and saw a next post from zack, Bethany's friend of her smoking from a bong - I am genuinely hope its an old photo - ive only been away two freaking days - she cant be doing this . I tried to call her last night but it was 1 am so I guess she was asleep - but now she should be awake and getting ready for school right now - so I tried calling her - she didn't answer - I tried again and she didn't answer , so I left it for a few minutes and called again - no answer - up until about 10am I called her every few minutes and she didn't answer once - I slammed my phone down next to me and looked at the celling, Daniel came into our hotel room and looked at me

"are you okay bro?" he said and sat on his bed
"no fucking Bethany man - zack posted a picture of her smoking from a bong and im hoping it is old but I doubt it is - we have only been gone 2 days like what the fuck - ive tried to call her for the last hour and he didn't pick up, not on her mac, her phone or the house phone" I said and rolled over
"shit man - I mean that's messed up"
"yeh no shit" I replied and I decided to go to sleep and let the rest go out - I didn't really want to be around anyone until I got an explanation.

4 hours later

"yo Corbyn rehearsals" jack said
"I feel proper sick, can you do it without me?"
"yeah of course man"
"thanks" I said and he left - I went back to sleep.

5 hours later

I was staring at the celling and my phone rang - I looked at the caller id and it was Bethany

"Bethany"
"wow hey - why did you call me so much?"
"I saw zacks Instagram..."
"ohhh that, right well baby im not gonna lie to you - last night I did per say take drugs again, but I wont do it again"
"you did drugs las night? is that why you werent answering my calls then - you where blacked out?"
"ye....."
"for fuck sakes Bethany we have only been gone FOR TWO DAYS AND YOU GO AND DO ONE F THE STUPIDEST THINGS YOU COULD OF DONE! I TOOK YOUR WORD THAT YOU'D NEVER DO THAT AGAIN! AM I SUPOSED TO QUIT ON MY BAND TO LOOK AFTER YOUR DUMB ASS HUH? IM NOT PREFORMING TONIGHT BECAUSE I WAS WAITING FOR A REPLY FROM YOU !"
" *she started to cry* listen this I-is really hard o-on me I-ive never been a-alone for more t-than a weekend in my life - j-Jonah has always been here, a-and as quick as e-ever I have n-no one"
"dont you think its hard on me too? im the one who left you im the one that made you take drugs again -"
"n-no your not..."
"what?"
"it wasn't you that made m-me, it was b-Bryce he texted m-me and asked, h-he said he wouldn't talk t-to me if I-I bought some"
"you know he wont leave you alone right?"
"I k-kinda guessed"
"listen Im sorry about yelling at you but I almost ended my carrer to come stop you okay, I was just trying to make sure you dont kill yourself"
"y-yeah - I-im sorry you c-couldn't p-perform tonight - h-here switch this to facetime"

we switched it to facetime

she grabbed a box - it had a bong and drugs inside of it she walked outside and all the way to the big garbage bins were and threw it in - she didn't leave but the bin men came and emptied the bin and then she walked back to the house, when she got in she spoke again

"okay you watched me throw it away - I promise ill never do it again - you can brake up with me if I do"
"okay baby"
"lets change the subject - have you got any exciting news?" she asked and she was walking up to her room and set her phone on her desk.
"oh I do actually - I know we just left but david has managed to get hold of a very high quality tour bus for us - we get a bunk - eben went to buy LED lights earlier I dont know tho i havent left this bed all day"
she frowned
"baby its fine I need a proper sleep anyway"
"oh okay"
"wait I wanna see Barnaby! " I said and sat up
she got up and went up to her bed, she grabbed him and sat back down with him on her lap.
"heyy look Barnaby its dad" she said and I smiled
"hey Barnaby! hey boy" he looked around the room looking for me, we both laughed and she put him back on the floor.
"hes so cute" she said "he will check if your in the bed every morning, and because your not there he will literally cry and wake me up to hug him"
"Awe - you know I do the same with Daniel" I said and she laughed - we just sat and talked for hours until both of us fell asleep on facetime together.