Beautiful Feeling [COMPLETE]

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"As parents, all that we could ask is for our precious honey bear to find his happiness. As long as he does not harm anybody including himself with his choices, we're definitely fine with whatever he chooses..." Mr. Kim stated in the middle of dinner, earning a hum of agreement from his wife.

Jeongguk froze at the words because Taehyung's father is right. It's his boyfriend's life not his. His boyfriend is no longer a kid, he can decide on his own. Sensing Jeongguk's distress, Taehyung's hand wandered to his thigh and gave it a reassuring squeeze.

Jeongguk gave him a grateful smile and finally responded. "You're right, sir and I support him through all of it," he proclaimed, but hesitation could be traced in his tone.

Taehyung's parents sent him a thankful smile across the table and they continued eating in comfortable silence.

Once the dinner was finished, Jeongguk went home with a sentiment weighing down his chest. He spent his night thinking about several things.

Taehyung can choose whatever he wants to pursue in his life, but Jeongguk is also decided to leave Busan to pursue his own dreams of becoming an idol. This might separate them since he strongly believes that a long-distance relationship will not work for them.

This could be the end of their relationship and it scares him to death. He just hopes that Taehyung would accept his suggestion so they could both move to Seoul and start fresh.

A week had passed and the young couple did not see each other. Jeongguk was extremely anxious because he already booked a train ride for Seoul which is two weeks from now. If Taehyung has not decided until then, they might separate with words left unsaid.

They had little contact. Jeongguk could only check on his boyfriend through chat, text messages and through Jimin. Whenever they talked over the phone, he's afraid to bring up the topic because he's anxious of Taehyung's answer.

Another week had passed and both of them still avoided the topic. Jeongguk's clothes and other necessary things are already packed and he found a decent apartment in Gangnam too.

After several minutes of staring on his phone then the ceiling, he decided to ask his boyfriend to meet up with him. He's frightened of the outcome but it's now or never. He'll decide once he sees his baby's face which he misses so much.

He settled on a bench which is located in a secluded area of the park, shaded by tall oak trees and internally prayed that their talk goes well.

After a few minutes, his boyfriend arrived, as beautiful as the day he met him. The soft blue sweatshirt covering his small frame and white sweatpants twice the size of his slim legs made Taehyung look so cuddly and adorable.

Taehyung shuffled towards his boyfriend, eyes meeting Jeongguk's heart eyes and he flashed a box-shaped smile in response. Silence ensued as they sat next to each other, watching children play in the sand box, birds chirping from the tall oaks.

Jeongguk cleared his throat and scooted closer to his boyfriend, their fingers touching. 

Taehyung felt electricity run through his fingers and glanced at his lover who stared back at him with blush searing through his cheeks and tips of his ears. Taehyung giggled at his boyfriend's cuteness and stealthily entwined their fingers in the same manner whenever they're in class or before they became lovers.

Jeongguk swallowed thickly and mentally willed himself to talk. What would he do if Taehyung says he does not want to go to Seoul with him?

As if Taehyung heard his thoughts, the brunette began speaking. "I thought about what you said..." he mumbled softly, eyes fixed on their entwined fingers.

Jeongguk shifted closer and braced himself for the next statements. Taehyung heaved out a shaky breath and muttered inaudibly that he had to lean closer to hear him.

At the last minute, the raven haired decided to screw it all and just follow his heart's desire which is Kim Taehyung. If his baby wants to stay in Busan, be a farmer or land owner, then so be it. Taehyung has become his dream after all, his future and air to breathe.

"What is it?" Jeongguk asked with all sincerity and watched as Taehyung took a deep breath. He leaned back on the bench and waited as his boyfriend mustered his courage to speak and overcome his inner battle.

As he closed his eyes and relished on the minty winter breeze, his mind brings him back to when Taehyung confessed his feelings through a text message. After reading, the next thing he knew, he was running out of his room an hour before midnight, earning a baffled stare from his parents and older brother.

Without a doubt, he knew he was in love with Kim Taehyung and he wants to see his beautiful face right that moment. His heartbeat wouldn't listen to his instructions. It kept on pounding so hard, screaming how much of an idiot he is for not confessing earlier. But at least, he has Taehyung now and to let go is the last thing he wants to happen.

"I'm going to Seoul with you," Taehyung responded at last. Jeongguk's eyes fluttered open and stared at Taehyung who gave him a warm smile.

His mouth fell open and stammered, "W-we're going to S-Seoul? T-Together?" Taehyung nodded vigorously as his answer. Jeongguk felt tears dribble down his cheeks as he pulled his boyfriend to a warm hug. "Thank you, Tae. Thank you..." He chanted against Taehyung's shoulder. The latter simply threaded his finger through his raven tresses and whispered sweetly on his ear.

Jeongguk crashed their lips together, causing Taehyung to pull back in surprise. "We're in public!" He hissed, palms covering his beet-red face. Jeongguk chuckled and planted a kiss on his cute boyfriend's forehead.

"I'm just happy...very happy..." he muttered breathlessly, savoring on the toasty embrace. Taehyung is so warm and cuddly – Jeongguk found himself falling over and over again.