DRABBLES

🐰🐱 : I'm in love with you

PAIRING : Min Yoongi | Suga & Jeon Jeongguk

The younger couldn't help but hug the older tighter,
knowing that his next words would be breaking his heart.

And he was right.

✨ 🌼 ✨

"I'm in love with you," Jeongguk could merely whisper before the force of a punch to his cheek had his head snapping to the side.

"Fuck you!" Yoongi raised his voice, landing another hit on the younger's cheek as his chest rose and fell violently as if struggling to breathe.

This made worry bubble up in the younger's chest, his hands reaching out in reflex to touch and comfort the older.

"No! Don't—"Yoongi almost screamed, taking a few steps away from the younger when he tried to come close.

It brought tears to the younger's eyes but he didn't let them fall, he couldn't because he deserved this. He knew that he deserved this.

It had hurt him when he saw how he broke Yoongi before and it still hurt to see how he was breaking Yoongi all over again, right now.

His heart ached as he looked at Yoongi, shame filling his chest at the sight of anger and betrayal etched on the older's face.

Yoongi was beyond angry, he wanted to punch him, hurt him—God, Yoongi wanted to hurt him so bad.

But a single look from the younger's eyes and he's weak, he had him crumbling and it's unfair.

It's so fucking unfair how all his anger, all the feeling of betrayal was easily replaced with so much pain.

It's like college all over again, like he's back to watching the younger kiss his best friend, hours after he took his firsts, after he had bared his heart to Jeongguk and told him about his feelings for him.

It felt like he was damaged beyond repair, and he carried and held on to that pain, and he's so tired.

He has been hurting for too long and now that it's finally starting to hurt a little less, now that he's starting to move on, this happens.

He couldn't help but ask the gods above, why now?

"You can't—" he wiped his eyes hastily as tears started to fall from them, wetting his cheeks, but it was deemed useless when tears continued to fall from his eyes, "—you can't just say that—" Yoongi struggled to speak as sobs threatened to escape his trembling lips.

"Please," Yoongi begged pitifully as if all his strength had left him, so this time, when Jeongguk came close, he didn't do anything but fall into his embrace.

"I've been in love with you for so long." Yoongi gripped at the younger's shirt, burying his face on the younger's neck as he cried. "Why now?"

"I'm sorry," Jeongguk replied as he kissed the older's hair, his eyes closing shut to finally let his own tears fall quietly.

"You can't do this now, Jeongguk." Yoongi said softly, and the younger couldn't help but hug the older tighter, knowing that his next words would be breaking his heart.

"Not when I already have Taehyung."

And he was right.

"I'm sorry," Jeongguk whispered as the older pulled away from him, his hands falling to his sides and his shoulders starting to shake as he cried.

A small sob escaped his lips when Yoongi gently cupped his cheek, placing his a hand on top of the older's as he leaned to his touch desperately.

Yoongi wanted to say it's okay, but he couldn't because it's not. He wanted to forgive him, but he couldn't because he's still hurting and he's not sure if he'll mean it.

He didn't know what to say so he didn't speak.

Yoongi leaned up and softly kissed Jeongguk's tear-stained cheek, a farewell.