What If !

5. crying ?

(Hey ! It's a short chapter ! I didn't plan to update today but I have the mood ! )

3rd person's pov :

Forth sighs for the 6th time while sitting at a bench outside a conivinence store . Beam walks out of the store with some potato chips , and light snacks . He sits beside Forth .

"You know spicy food can ease sadness" Beam says to Forth .

Forth looks at Beam . Beam opens a packet of snacks and holds a chips infront of Forth ." Ahhh .." Beam says Forth to open his mouth . Forth opesns his mouth and eats it .

Forth smiles thinly "sorry for troubling you . Let's go , I will drop you ."

"But your dorm is close from here and mine is far . Don't worry ! I will take a cab ." Beam replies while eating the snacks .

"I am not going to my dorm . I will visit the sea-side . I need some fresh air ." Forth replies .

" You can't ! " Beam unlocks his phone and opens the news channel "look .."

Forth looks at his phone "cyclone ?here ?"

"No ! not exactly here ... but it will have a effect here . So, going near the sea is not allowed . "

Forth nods .

( It's indeed cyclone here ! Well .. I live in tropical region . And my house is just opposite to the largest river of my country ! Usually , I love the fact ! But yeah .. now , the sound of the storm is giving me goosebumps... so , I have a mood for this part )

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Forth's pov :

I want to smoke but I know Beam doesn't like the smell . So , I thought I will drop him then spend sometimes alone at the sea side while smoking . But , well it's going to rain soon , I should drop him before that . Then I will think about myself .

I walk towards my bike with him . I drive slowly .. the wind is really hurse . After twenty minutes I stop my bike near his dorm .

"Thank you , Forth ." He smiles widely .
"Yeah , good night ." I was about to turn my bike when he holds my hand .
"You are going back to your dorm .. right ?" He asks me with a serious face . I don't want to go back now but I can't say him that . So , I nod . "Yeah ."
"Sure ?" He asks again .
"Yeah sure ." I smile at him but suddenly I hear a sound of waterdrop on hy helmet . I look up .

"Shit ! It starts raining ." Beam shouts . Forth , you can't go back now . Come with me ." Beam almost drags me ."Beaaammm ... wait , wait " . I shout .
"What ? I am not letting you go .. " Beam shouts back .
"Ok ! Let me park my bike atleast ."

I had no option but to follow Beam's order . He opens the lock . I enter his ŕoom or I shout say his flat with one large bedroom , kitchen , dinning room and two balconies .

I look at the sliding door of one baalcony . I hurriedly run towards it ."wow ! Did you decorate it ?" I asked him .

"Like it ?" He asks .

"It's beautiful ." I look outside .

"Let's sit there . I have sofa outside ." He replies .

( I have added a picture of a balcony in the media .. to express what I wanted to say ! )
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Beam's pov :

I chuckle seeing Forth smiling like a five years old kid . I walk towards him . He is already outside . I sit beside him . "Beam , can I come here again ? I mean, when I can't go to the sea . "

I chuckle . "Anytime you want . Wanna coffee ?" I asked him though I have already made two cups of coffee . He nods .

We drink in silence watching the rain . After sometimes I look at him . I chuckles . He is sleeping ? After drinking a strong americano ? I pull him closer and cover a blanket arround us . I always have a blanket in my balcony as I often sleep here .

Forth comes colser to me ! Well , it's getting cold . I round my arms arround him . I look at his sleeping face . Some raindrops are there on his face . Maybe , it came with the wind . I remove it with my index finger .

My finger stops at the side of his lips . He indeed has more beautiful lips than girls . I chuckle . "Forth !" I call him in a low tone . In case he wants to go inside .

But he doesn't respond ! Instead he rubs his nose on my neck ! Shit ! I feel goosebumps . My heart feels weird.

"It's just the wind .. nothing much ! Beam ,calm down ." I mumbled myself . I look at Forth again . My heart skips a beat "Shit ! He is not good for my health . At this rate , I am going to have a health issue too. "
"A..are you sleeping Forth ?" I ask in a low tone .

He didn't respond . I look at his face but damm I can't turn my eyes from his lips .
Am I drunk ? I should go and wash my face . I try to get up but Forth hugs me tighter . I fall on top of him .

I look at his lips again . I don't know what is this but I can't control myself . I want to taste it . I rubbs my lips on his . I licks his lips . It's soft . My heart is beating so fast . I hold his nape and suck his lower lips with all the pressure which I am feeling now . God ! It's too much for me to handle .

"Ummm ." He parts his lips releasing a moan . I slide my tongue in . My left hand is pulling him closer by his nape . I raise my right hand to hold his cheeks .

" Hmmm ." I moan . But I stop suddenly when I feel something wet . I look up . I froze . Is forth crying ?

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(Thanks for reading and dealing with my so many unnecessary talks !

But seriously 2020 is like the long drama series with so many angst !! 😶😶)