𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 || 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫

Ch.27

^Kalden^

Kalden was now a part of the house. We all agreed and he moved in a couple days later.
Sebastian, Jake, and I were at Target when Sebastian had to go to the restroom leaving Jake and I alone.

I was looking at the legos when Jake spoke up, "So I broke up with Jaimie."

I paused and then acted like I didn't care, "okay."

"So will you give me a chance to make it up to you?" He said taking the Legos away from my hands and standing close to me.

"Maybe, I don't know." I crossed my arms and then looked around me. I looked at him and he smiled at me. I'm going crazy. He keeps smiling and laughing, and I can't take it that I can't kiss him or hug him. I'm mad at him but I still like him.

"Alright." He put his hand on my cheek and then started to lean in.
At that moment I was wondering where Sebastian was, aren't boys supposed to pee fast?

He cupped my face and made me look at him, "I have one more strike left, I better not risk it." He let go of me softly and then smiled at me.

I nodded my head and then saw Sebastian walking towards us, "you ready?" He asked.

"Yea let's go." We paid for our stuff and then headed home.
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We were all signing up for online classes, we decided that it would be easier for us and my parents said it was fine. After we got it all set up we decided to go get pizza.

I walked over to Kalden's room and saw him sleeping, "hey Kalden" I said shaking him awake.

"Oh sorry." He flickered his eyes and then rubbed them trying to wake up.

"We are going to get pizza. Wanna come?"

"Uhh yea sure, just let me grab my wallet real quick." He said getting up.

"Don't worry bout it, I'll pay." Kalden and I became pretty close over the last couple of days and he had treated me to Starbucks one day, so I might as well pay him back.

"Thanks (y/n)." He said walking over to me. He put his arm around my shoulder, "Lets go then."

He was like a brother to me and even though I didn't know him that much, it was still fun to have him around.
We were all going in the same car. Jackson was filming for our next vlog and we were all just laughing.

The whole social media thing was going well, except for the fact that I was getting major hate because I was the only girl in the group. They thought I was just there for attention, but when we went live yesterday, the boys explained how we started the house and how we were all best friends before. It was nice to have them back me up. But when all those nice days would come, I would have a huge amount of days that made me feel like crap.
I had many days where the boys would find me crying in room alone, but it only happened because I missed my best friend. When my brother died I didn't feel so much like shit.

Now that Elijah's gone, I don't know what else to do but cry. I make it seem like I'm okay to the boys but when I'm by myself, I don't feel the same.
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"DIBSSSS!" Jackson yelled as we got to the mall. After pizza we didn't want to go home so we decided to go to the mall near by. He ran towards one of the massage chairs. He put a dollar in and then sat down.
After a couple of seconds Sebastian told him to get off so he could try but Jackson didn't want to get off which resulted in all the boys laying on top of each other.

The boys all grew very close with each other after one day, so they all were cool with each other and act like they've known Anthony and Kalden for years.
"Aye let's go to Zumiez, I need a new board." I said as I walked towards the entrance of the store. They all followed behind and looked at all the different boards with me when someone tapped on Jake's shoulder. He turned around and saw a group of girls that looked like they were in middle school.

"Are you guys House 305?" The girl asked excitedly. House 305 was officially our name. 305 was the general area code for Miami, so we thought it was cool.

"Yeah." Jake said and then turned back around ignoring them. I nudged him with my arm, "be freaking nice."

I turned around and saw they were still standing there waiting. Once all of us turned around and they saw a full view of all the members they started squealing and getting all excited. They asked for a picture and we took one. After they left, we got out of the store and walked towards FootAction. The boys were in front and Jake and I were in the back walking.

"Maybe next time don't be a dick to your fans." He looked at me and then brushed his hair back after I said that.

"Look I just want to have fun with my friends and if I don't want to take a picture or talk to anyone I don't have to."

"They are young girls who look up to you, just remember that." As I finished what I said, he looked at me again and smiled.

"Okay, I will." He grabbed my hand and squeezed it tight. I looked up at him and smiled. My feelings for Jake never left and I wanted to kiss him and tell him that I miss him but my pride got in the way too many times.
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We were at home now watching Mid90s when Jackson and Sebastian yelled, "IT IS UP!"

We all looked at him with confused faces, "the vlog dipshits."

"Ohhhh" the rest of us said in unison.

"Dude I swear, I don't know what it is about this movie but every time I watch it, it makes me wanna cry for no reason." I said wiping a tear after I had seen the last shot of the movie.
(A/N) that's actually how I feel about the movie

"It's just a really good movie." Anthony said.

"So I heard that Playlist might invite us to have a meet and greet with all the other houses." Jackson said calmly.

"What?! Are you serious?" Kalden asked.

"Yeah, I think we should go." Jackson said.

"Hold up guys. Let's get used to this life first and then we will do bigger events." The thought of meeting other people who were big in social media was kind of scary. These people had been here for a while now and now that they were inviting us to an event it was going to be crazy.

"Yea (y/n)'s right, most of the time it's just drama in those things. Let's just go slow with our careers." Jake said agreeing with me.

After a while later we all headed to our rooms. I was watching some YouTube videos when Anthony walked in. "Hey"

"Hey"

"You good?" He said flopping onto my bed.

"Yeah.Well...no. It's just I like being known but I don't want us to become so big that our friendships just fade."

He held my hand tight and looked at me, "That's never going to happen and you know it."

But what if it does...